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This account is mostly for my fandom ponderings and fic posting. Currently that means a lot of Outlander. I’m also dagnylilytable on AO3, which is where my Outlander stories live. https://archiveofourown.org/users/dagnylilytable/pseuds/dagnylilytable

If anyone needs me I will be an emotional wreck from rewatching 6.8 and realizing that when Jamie says the part of the Act of Contrition about “God, who art all good, and deserving of all my love,” he moves his hand from Claire’s shoulder to run it through her hair. Because she is sacred, too. 🥹😭

I’ve been watching episode 1 a lot, and I can’t get over how much more romantic it is post finale. We meet Claire, our rare woman, and then we see how well she is loved now that we know exactly why Jamie’s ghost is there. It’s perfect narrative follow through and I gasp a little every time.

My partner is a travel nerd and mentioned today that the Burbank airport is named after Bob Hope. You can tell I’ve been watching The Wedding a lot for this Romcom/Prank War AU WIP because I almost said, “I always thought he was a funny man.” 😂🤷🏻‍♀️

I’m having trouble picking just one Yeats poem for Jamie to quote about Claire in this modern AU romcom; clearly the solution is that he’s going to read several. Now I just have to decide which one is *first.*

Truly bananapants afternoon of work writing, so of course my fic brain also finally figured out a major plot question an hour ago. I can just opt out of parenting and dishes for a week, right?

Saturday night fic research projects while I’m deciding what book to read next: reminding myself when the measles vaccine was wide use. (Invented in Boston In the late 1950s, in wide use by 1963).

Very important update from today’s lunch break research for the modern JamieClaire AU: i was correct that there are various LEGO versions of historical Scotsmen (bagpipers, a Highlander with a shield, etc), so I can in fact write this chapter just how I hoped.

Happy #Wednesday100! Here’s Season 5 era Bree and Fergus, getting to know each other better by discussing their parents. Not where I imagined ending up when Bree started thinking about why J and C don’t play chess together, but I’m happy with the result!

FamilyTies

“They never play chess together, Have you noticed?” Brianna looks sideways at Fergus. Partly, she’s testing his sense of humor—she can think of one obvious explanation for this, and she wasn’t even born in a brothel. He gives her a quicksilver grin, then sobers. 

“Milord says that one plays chess in order to take a person’s measure. To learn what what they will sacrifice,” he says, turning his wooden hand. 

“And they’ve always known that.” 

“Excactement,” Fergus agrees softly. Brianna often calls him Jem’s uncle, and means it. In their shared glance, heavy with history, she finds her brother.

Updates from the S4 note-taking cave: I had forgotten Roger tries to tell Bree not to be mad he lied because he knows she regrets her last argument with Frank. So manipulative. Writing an AU so Claire can learn about that (and his earlier sex shaming) and lose her shit remains tempting.

Watching bits of S4 for AU Research (I know, I’m very brave). It remains a testament to Sam as an actor that I can briefly forget about whatever is happening on his head with that wig when Jamie hugs Bree for the first time. 🤦🏻‍♀️😂🥹

Most of the way through Beach Read and I can’t stop saying to myself “this woman is not a realistic depiction of what writing romance is like because she has yet to panic about how many adverbs is too many when describing kissing.” 😂

Things I tell myself when my busiest season of day job writing makes it harder to find fic writing time: “Busy season always ends, Modern AU Jamie won’t stay a virgin forever.” 😂

Browsing recent plays on my Spotify account and I can definitely tell what I listen to for getting into Jamie POV/dialogue vs. Claire. Jamie is Five for Fighting’s “Heaven Knows” and Claire is Sinéad O'Connor’s “No Man’s Woman” or Maddie Poppe’s “Wildflowers.”

Hot take from an afternoon of revisiting book canon for possible projects: DG really likes creating men who are drawn to younger women precisely because they hope said younger women will be malleable due to the age gap. Book Roger has this in common with Frank…and it is CREEPY.

For fic WIP reasons, l’ve been watching various scenes where Claire and Jamie discuss religion, and have concluded the only hilarious moment in the series finale is when J says he’s been to purgatory before. C’s face is so “I adore you and you cannot die but also you are RIDICULOUS.” 😂

Happy #Wednesday100! Here’s Jamie being a Grandda and a Wifeguy at the same time. (Prior Drabble with this title was Bree POV). And a housekeeping note: I’m planning on continuing these at least until the New Year. It helps keep me in writing shape when a multichapter WIP is going slowly.

Wishes and Horses II

“The horse really likes apples?”

“I’ve yet to meet one that doesna,” Jamie assures wee Mandy. The lass beams when the mare takes her offering. 

He turns and sees Claire, who has a basket tucked under her arm. Jamie thinks of Leoch, of the ways they drew close, only to part again.

“I’ve brought lunch for all three of us,” she says, and Jamie finds the same memories in her eyes.  

This time, there is no Alec to scold him. This time, Claire cradles his face in her hands. She meets him in a laughing kiss. A promise to stay.

Lunch break rewatch thoughts: At the end of S1, Claire is wearing a green cloak when they leave for France. In S8, she wears a green jacket a lot, including at the creek before the finale love scene. When they say goodbye before the battle, her jacket is blue: the color of healing.

I generally think writing fanfic should not feel like homework, but today I am making an exception looking up Yeats love poems for modern AU Jamie to read to Claire. 🥹

Writing cave update: so far the fun of this modern prank war AU is not only the pranks but also writing Claire gradually realizing “oh, this man is GONE for me isn’t he,” and still clinging a little bit to the Highly Mistaken Impression she is Built Different and less gone. 😂