The silence after posting something heartfelt causes more stress and anxiety than any amount of hearts make up for on shitposts that gain a modicum of traction. That's social media in a nutshell for me.
Perpetual Dawn
@dawnyote.bsky.social
He/They • 🏳️🌈 • Silly • Horny • Introspective • 🚨 18+ Only! 🚨 http://www.furaffinity.net/user/seph 🐺 Coyote of Inconsistent Size 🐺 🐾 Pawsmoocher 🐾 🫵🏼 I GROW NERDS 🫵🏼
I feel obligated to use social media, but I don't enjoy it much. I missed it over the winter, but it was mostly for those brief moments of connection that punctuate the malaise. The rest are minuscule dopamine hits from shitposting, which hardly cuts it any more. It's the only way to be seen though.
Black coffee, sharp cheddar and fresh raspberries. Breakfast of the gods.
I believe the Adderall failed. I'll give another increase a try when we meet next week, but I feel pretty hopeless about it all. I have tried so many things, on and off-label, and nothing helps. I keep going through the same cycle of a few good days followed by multiple bad. It is very exhausting.
Opening up my Telegram Art Channel while im still chilling and vacationing in Thailand! i post most updates therr specially with Thoughts+Health updates+ Coms and Specially art! i will open for com once i come home so feel free to join in here while i chill in thailand t.me/+fvASYYAlxTg...
Feeling kinda off I guess. One of those days I should probably limit myself here, craving validation. Kinda feel like things are turning downward again anyway, and I'm not very magnetic. Maybe tomorrow.
It feels so weird to see religious signaling alongside obvious kink in social media bios. I feel like any of the major deities would not be on board.
Oh my god. Finally got in contact with my psych. I guess midnight is business hours, why not. Adding more Adderall to my Adderall. Let's see if it adds something at all!
I miss going to video rental stores. I miss HAVING to go to video rental stores.
Suddenly begin to enlarge in wild and unstoppable fits while inside your hotel room with friends or surrounded in the lobby at a furry con. Pin that one friend (you know the one) who really likes paws.
My favorite part of meditation is the follow-up thought prompts and check-in. I get pretty carried away, which is a good thing, because a lot of those thoughts belong there instead of here!
*lies down for a nap after erecting two signs that say CUM PLZ with an arrow pointing at his face and the other at his paws*
You can't just shrink in front of your sleeping crush's paws.....
Hee. I felt inspired so I started writing a growy fanfic and finished four pages already. Should be fun. :3
*opens a fortune cookie with his eye quirked* "You will grow." Oddly specific... "Your lucky numbers are: Grow." Uh...
Suddenly begin to enlarge in wild and unstoppable fits while inside your hotel room with friends or surrounded in the lobby at a furry con. Pin that one friend (you know the one) who really likes paws.
Listening to Jungian theory again. It makes sense that extraverted sensing is my weakest function. I get so in my own thoughts that I forget to check before crossing the street sometimes. Literally touching grass would be very good for me!
Toes big enough to comfortably grip your head in between
Played the keyboard a couple times this week. I was practicing Beautiful Hyrule and stumbled upon some notes from the credits that come after. The melody is simple but beautiful and I was overjoyed I accidentally figured it out and couldn't help but cry.
Four years since I wrote a grow. That's incorrect. Resolution must occur.
Updated my FA profile after stripping it bare some months ago. I wanted to delete myself everywhere at the time, I guess. Some things I deleted I can never get back, but that's ok. We all change. I should write something growy again to add to FA. It's ok to let yourself have fun!
Sometimes I wish I were so large that the slit at the tip of my cock was vast enough where, beaded with pre, it formed a caldera great enough to take a full week's voyage to span entirely by ship. Assuming I don't grow larger during the interim, in which case you may never find the end.
I fell back asleep but woke up coughing when the pre got too high