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atlas | she/they | 30+ | dead_tobeginwith on ao3 and irl
not Aperture and the Kenzo World video both being choreographed by Ryan Heffington! I feel so big brain rn wow
Harry on set with the Aperture music video choreographer Ryan Heffington and director Aube Perrie #HarryStyles #Aperture #KISSCO #KATTDO πΈryan.heffington
hdigh feels so much like that side of grief that makes you think about what it means to live a good life β one that is rich & goofy & brave & full of pleasure for the sake of pleasure just because you CAN, because even after everything youβre still HERE, & wow, isnβt that something to revel in?
louis: he picked me up harry: he launched me into the air
ok harry edwoodland rave styles i see you
what the fuck
man that party scene is really giving all the things she said all the things she said running through my head running through my head huh
the scream i scrumpt when that man picked louis up just like he picked his girlfriend up but this time!!! he actually!!!! looked happy about it!!!!!
harry saw the cottage episode and was like hold my ginger ale
hbd, seasons π today, she drives β and talks to her dad ππβ€οΈβπ©Ή
this week i had a dream that i was in charge of entertaining niall horan and i was so anxious and weird and clumsy and BORING which was bad enough but THEN i took him to the aquarium and he had the audacity to bring all the other boys and i got so distracted that i fell in the tide pool exhibit
i canβt explain it but louis claiming to have never heard of avocados until five six seven years ago has the same energy as dakota johnson claiming those were her limes
All I can think about π π€
man louis really said βLETβS GO, LESBIANS!!!!β and i love him for that
I absolutely love The Aces and The Beaches and I love knowing Louis loves them too ππ
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You know that bit in Mates where Lottie and Gemma are both staying at the house and H+L both bring flowers back for each other and they call them unbearable? Thatβs what this week feels like, especially now with H carrying literal sunflowers
i love whatever the hell is wrong with them
iβm so grateful that louis invented lemons and lemonade!
and what a gift a million is π€π (canβt wait for a million and four)
"Suppose it could be said the whole mess starts here." Today marks 5 years since I first published the Mates prologue π I had no idea then what I was in for. I'd just thought, "Oh, this one might be a lil longer than the last one" (which was 11k). And now it's 5 years & almost 1M words later ππ«