speedy

@deathofspeedy.myatproto.social

after a fashion

when i first cut alcohol out of my diet due to my family's terrible history with it i felt a lot like i was stuck in a terminal waiting forever on a bus to take me where I already was and i think maybe if you got knocked around too much that's being old too

my oncologist says that he's convinced the hodgkin's is "gone" but because my cancer was particularly severe (114 lbs, baby) we're on an annual 10 year plan. now for things less easily fought

doing so well i spent 90 seconds during my shower soft shouting at the curtain for not having enough magnets then lost it over the tub not draining fast enough all in all big wins for ptsd this morning

i made french press did my chess practice cooked supper with some badly needed vegetables i paid for in 4 showered and at 9 i teleconference with my social worker / patient advocate about losing $240 in snap monthly before seeing my oncologist at quarter to noon i'm trying to stay ok and it's hard