RedLily

@deex1702.bsky.social

Hi! I'm Dee... um..I do not know what to write about myself, except "I am a brand new artist!" I created an account in order to share my work and somehow rise in the creative field ^^

I'm giving up on drawing for a while, my work isn't getting any traction, and I'm tired of trying to make a difference. I still want to become a popular artist, but I'm struggling. I'm not bad at drawing, but I'm not making any progress

I want to get stoned with something heavy, to somehow forget about the world around me and events, to feel better, I want to fly far away and never come back to warm memories

This is probably the only place that my family doesn't know about, and it's not very popular, anyway I won't get any feedback, since this text won't fly anyway.

I have thoughts of harming myself, my work does not fly because they not in the digital version, although I try very hard, I do not know what to do, I am weak

to be honest, I want to give up, nothing pleases me, my world is destroyed, I was offended by the person closest to me, betrayed and deceived, I feel so bad, I feel terrible and pain in my leg, as if the bones in my feet were crushed