DesMephisto

@desmephisto.bsky.social

She/her, used to be somebody now I'm finally just me. Level 2 autistic, I'm smart but break easily, be kind.

Slowly chipping at bringing my stream back to life, got follow announcement up and a new intro in place. Sucks that I'm more disabled than when I first started but I'm happy with what I'm doing, it's a nice outlet. Gonna do some more Forever beta leveling :3 www.twitch.tv/DesMephisto

DesMephisto - Twitch

Hi, I'm DesMephisto and I have autism. I have big dreams of helping realize autistic representation in gaming. Our community has raised over $50,000 for charity, $30,000 of which has supported Autisti...

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What are some must listen to audio books? I'm kinda over with podcasts for my electrolysis sessions/walks. Started listening to the outsiders recently and the format is much easier on my brain than actually reading. I've always been curious about Isaac Asimov's work.

Now that my mental health is in a good place, twitter is a lot more fun. So many people mad in the comments, they can cope and seethe while a wonderful charity gets attention.

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I'm having to come to the harsh realization that even with weekly therapy and medication that I'm still level 2. My brain will never work like others. All improvements will only ever be incremental and I'll have to fight harder than others to see fewer results. And the world will expect more.

I wonder if anyone else had a shut the fuck up loaded if anyone started to boo about Ragnaros/Drakkari during the Warcraft Forever Deep Dive. I fucking hate how xenophobic/racist our community can be. I've met so many good players from those communities.

This was a rough Blizzcon for me for some reason. I felt so soul crushingly empty, like all the joy in my heart was immediately sucked out. It was a great Blizzcon but holy fuck I think I've spent so much time trying to get better and take care of myself that I'm now depressingly lonely?