Started Fall with a lovely cleansing of my home. Preparing for the best vibes I can create this holiday season both in my home and online 🍂What fall / autumn decorations are you getting into? 🍁

A day off hits different when the wishlist notification goes off It’s the only notification I allow on my phone Here is to hopeful wishing today 🥰 throne.com/deszeppelin Check out my profile on Throne!

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Am I the only one who thinks after having a slow wake up decides it’s time to simultaneously smoke weed and update my operating system before stream tonight My auto pilot has a mind of its own 😅

Spent all day taking care of myself, challenging myself, and nurturing myself I’m ready to host stream now I’ve been tweaking my schedule to optimize my energy as best I can It’s always adjusting Life chips away at our energy reserves Managing them the best I can is essential 💕

First thing I do when my skin and nerves are finished healing is take a new profile photo So much progress is currently happening Don’t get me wrong I love my team But I want to create a profile photo that resonates ❤️‍🔥

I love when an artist who’s work I enjoy visits my chat room Such a deep connection 🤘

Anybody else restless but need to be resting here? It’s truly the hardest to slow down and surrender to the moment So naturally I’m starting season 3 of House of Dragons in an attempt to chill Binges are so cathartic and I just love dragons 😅 What do you do to relax and chill?

I’ve learned how to finely tune my nervous system and heal my gut and holy shit. It’s completely changing the way I feel in my skin, the clarity I see when my eyes are open, and the super cognitive window has returned! So much more patience and the spiraling finally fading out Took me 6 years

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I want to stay in bed all week 🤣🙃

What are you favorite ways of trolling your chat members? Or getting trolled by your chat members, or trolling your cam model in fun and mischievous ways? I want to make a troll wheel and would love to expand my mind on the possibilities. Any ideas at all. Let them flow 🤘

My outside of stream life dramatically sets the mood and pace for my streams Pushing when necessary, resting regularly, and pacing myself is transforming my life I have no idea where this takes me but I can say I’m ready and willing ❣️

Drinking my coffee after a glorious hike and breakfast is bringing me so much joy. The little things really make such an impact on my daily mental and physical well being I wish I would have started this YEARS ago I’m grateful I’m here now ❤️‍🔥

I just love getting a work out in! The buzz and vibe it gives me is sexy 😎

Hey Chat 👀 What are your favorite activities to enjoy with the streamers, cam models, and content creators you visit? I want to hear it all 🔥

I love when somebody tips to change me into a bikini It gives me freedom to dance and play and have so much fun! Last night was so much FUN! 🤠

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Is there anything better than peacefully snuggling your silky pillow in the morning 😊

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Getting my mind off stream, and NO notifications Is one of the best systems I have created for myself I was frying my dopamine receptors and going numb Now I feel more human and my interests outside of stream are strengthening I LOVE my stream, I just don’t want to live it 24/7

I’m working on a new game for my chat for May I have quite a few original games I love to find ways to create a dynamic and engaging chat room I think it entertains everybody Those who want to play Those who want to watch Most importantly myself 🤘

Who is ready for the weekend?! Swing by my chat room for adults if you need a distraction topped with ridiculous shenanigans 🐔 😎

Decompressing from stream is essential I’m so thankful for my peaceful routine It’s taken a lot of edits and experiments to get here So worth it Life is wild. It’s important to keep the mind and emotions clear and stay on our toes So much volatility Stay sane everyone

We all feel it This moment where we just don't know how to take the next step forward We are tired, we are anxious, we are doing our best to maintain our sanity Slow Down....... for a few minutes OK Put on a concert from youtube, SO MANY there Enjoy yourself for a few moments Absorb the vibe

Finally finished an epic reading adventure last night! 📚 If you love Sci Fi I highly recommend Otherland! EPIC!!! Now I’m heading into mastery of love, ❤️ knowledge, and zen 🧘‍♀️ I read 15 min to 1 hour every night before bed It’s been a peaceful respite that calms my mind and soul for sleep 🛌

Feb Highest Single Tip of the Month WINS a virtual music date with des! 💘 We can watch a concert online together, or we can take turns playing each other music 🎶 Just you and des 😎 Via Discord or private MFC Club. Whatever is easiest for you 🤩 Non XXX offering 🤘

Anybody else down the rabbit hole of self diagnosing autism 🙃 So many of my behaviors are listed so clearly it’s so freaky The only way I manage things like this is just simply lean in and find my strengths I thrive with routine and repetitive actions and my guitar practice is excelling

MY NEW GUITAR has been fully funded! Learning guitar has been one of the most challenging and satisfying experiences of my life! I cannot wait to get it in my hands I'm so STOKED!!!!!!!! and so very very grateful!

Feeling grateful for all of the guitar support in my life 🤘🎸 This recent contribution put us over half way there!!! 😎

I don’t quite fully grasp the connection yet but I can say that learning Japanese helps me learn guitar and vice versa, underlying daily meditations make the trifecta Where will this take me? Who knows I’m grateful for enjoying this ride so much