struggling with trying to find motivation to stream on twitch again when every time i go live it's legit just the same 3 friends who come in and stick around, and no one else, ever. feels like it'd be the same if i just streamed to them in a discord group chat instead.
Devv
@devvrm.bsky.social
🔞 minors dni | likes fast things with wheels or wings
⚠️"Emotional Support Stupid" YCHs⚠️ Still unemployed, still looking for work in engineering and manufacturing, and still no steady source of income. PRICE: $70 20 slots available If you would like help by getting one of these, please fill out the google form: forms.gle/jjSxjesPajt5...
how the hell do people even move out? know where to go, what to do? have the confidence and knowledge that they can even find employment somewhere and not go completely broke and homeless??
Uploaded the set @devvrm.bsky.social and I did for Draco's bday ^^ youtu.be/euK1WHwj6xk?...
WD74 Live @ Draco's BDay Bash
YouTube video by Whitty
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never felt this close to just crying. surrounded by people i think are my friends, but feeling abandoned, unwanted. feeling suppressed from speaking out, interacting in any way. and it happens basically every time i go anywhere more crowded, over and over and over again. why do i bother.
steam frame so expensive it's far out of my budget for the foreseeable future fugg free me from the quest enshittification someone
My edit to the Freakhound base is now OUT and AVAILABLE FOR FREE! It's in Ghost3D's Discord server, so GO GET IT!
My edit to the Freakhound base is now OUT and AVAILABLE FOR FREE! It's in Ghost3D's Discord server, so GO GET IT!
Wandering some halls..this place looks fimillar Got to test out the newest freaky edit made by @devvrm.bsky.social Be sure to be on the lookout!
tell me how the fuck i haven't killed myself yet when every single chance at a better life and every single hope i've ever had gets brutally crushed, and i'm constantly left with fuck all at the end of the day
It's friday again! Time sure flies, so let's post a few photos from EF30 that I just finished editing. I'm free again!
just saw another thing i wanted make for fun get commercialized within the fandom before i could even start to work on it
kinda on the topic of the last post: please also don't introduce me to people as a DJ, or an artist. I don't care for fame or name recognition, I just make things, and I will do everything I can to avoid building any name recognition. fame is about the worst thing you can wish upon someone.
i can't judge who's an actual friend and there for me as me, as a person and who's around because of what i can give, and the perceived "coolness" cuz i'm a DJ or an artist makes me feel paranoid rn
yapper commission time again, a month later than intended (sorry life exploded 3 times over) €20 for 1 €15/each for 3+ forms.gle/rCd1kEj2Yan6...
Closing the form tomorrow, pretty much last chance! (please toss more forms in i want to be occupied for a bit longer and bounce back financially)
yapper commission time again, a month later than intended (sorry life exploded 3 times over) €20 for 1 €15/each for 3+ forms.gle/rCd1kEj2Yan6...
⚠️"Emotional Support Stupid" YCHs⚠️ I am now unemployed, the job I had lined up screwed me over, and I have no steady source of income. PRICE: $70 20 slots available If you would like help by getting one of these, please fill out the google form: forms.gle/xs4heihcZ38V...
seeing some furries talk smack about furries @ megaplex with rounder fursuits frustrates me. these same people are probably into some way worse things than that, but nah, let's be absolutely vile and rancid because someone has a big belly on their wearable carpet depicting their fictional character.
i feel like i'll register as an insane person to everyone else cuz nearly every time i look at this drawing i feel a sense of melancholia. like this is the last "innocent" drawing that i made before reality kicked in. reality that i wish i wasn't so lost in, anxious over, held back by.
i feel like i really need to talk about something, probably with a professional but no one is good and trustworthy in my physical range, and online - feels sketch, besides home not being a comfy place for me