today was a very rock bottom kind of day. i'm fine but like. oof.

was in a bad mood earlier and i thought leaving my house & enjoying the weather would help but it didn’t. so now i’m running errands evilly.

i should rewatch jatp

i feel so sorry for everyone who doesn’t get this parking lot show #bb28

have not drawn fanart in forever but of course it's them who pull me back in ✦ #hollanov #art #fanart

writing has felt agonizing this week, i need a cheerleader. amnesia ch 3 - here’s some pining ilya. unbeta’d & unedited.

had a fic idea. this one is mean. :)

rewatching derry girls and the dad/husband one-sided bickering is how i picture hayden and ilya (but ilya is the dad and hayden is the husband)

mlb trade news can't hurt me if i'm not paying attention

someone i love very deeply is moving across the country (from nyc to seattle) and tn is her going away party and i have already started crying !

giving up their lead right at the end that’s my New York team ❤️

anyway. back to writing. i’m having Sports Feelings that i can work with.

yeah heights you’ll fit right in, right between the sirens and the mets ❤️🤪

alyssa@diazedandconfused.bsky.social · 8mo ago

i'm so glad i got into another sport where my ny team disappoints me <3 #weewoo

we were up 7-2 and now it’s tied #wpbl

It’s actually pretty cool that mMo'ne Davis, the first girl to pitch a shut out and earn a win in the little league World Series was the first woman to score in the WPBL #WPBL

i’m feeling hopeful abt the league as a whole but i cannot stand interviews during play, i rly hope this is just an opening ceremony thing #wpbl

new york heights you’re my only ho #wpbl

alyssa@diazedandconfused.bsky.social · 8mo ago

i'm so glad i got into another sport where my ny team disappoints me <3 #weewoo

well. that was memorable. #wpbl

thank you to my gen z brother for setting up my vpn so i can watch baseball <3 where would i be without him

captain of the heights is so hot yall i might not survive the season

me listening to Friday by Rebecca Black #bb28

wait are you telling me i need to pay for a subscription to watch the wpbl

me waking up to the new hoh #bb28

The fact that the only alumni I've seen speak up about Kamu are either gay or black/brown. But the others had plenty to say when their fave white woman Angela was being called out or when Ashley/Morgan had drama. Where the fuck are their loud mouths now?? #bb28

still here btw

me working on the same fic i've been staring at for 6 months

I'M Tired Of This Grandpa

Alt: I'm Tired Of This Grandpa gif from holes

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this news just ruined my day

boyfriend thought he was better than orpheus and walked 2 avenues without turning to look at me and got confused when i got upset

did not watch that ryan video w sound so if he’s being problematic i’ll delete but goddamn he’s pretty to look at

met the sirens coach at the mets game omg????