Winterpeg

@winterpeg.bsky.social

⚠️Suffers from BPD and CPTSD⚠️ 18+Only Occasional Nudity 38, Cis♀️ Pansexual/Polyamorous/Pagan, Gamer, Writer, Furry and Humanitarian https://linktr.ee/Winterpeg

I learned that a close, dear friend of mine died by suicide. I had been friends with them for over 20 years. We had grown distant, which was my fault. I am devastated. I am not coping well.

Currently struggling with this, once my kids are in bed, I go to sleep. I don't play games anymore. I don't spend time with any friends online. I just wake up, get kids to school, work/write, pick up kids, feed kids, bath kids, kids to bed, i shower, sleep

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I know i already made a post about this but... I really wish I could call her and hear her voice again. I wish I could message her and talk to her again The loneliness is suffocating

I've been thinking about her a lot the past while. My heart aches each time my face crosses my memory. I will miss her for the rest of my life. And the friendship I lost as well. But I have grown exponentially the last year. And I am proud of who I am now. But the loneliness hard

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