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@purbblee.bsky.social
Hi, i draw for fun. Usually weird and autistic things. Sometimes nsfw 🔞
TW: heavy topic Ive been around ppl who made me forget how much i wanna kms lol. Thats it. Like i forgot how hard it was. I used to do pointless exercise routines to keep myself moving. I thought i moved on naturally, but i was js around people that made life easier
getting attention makes me anxious because I spend most of my time ignoring my perception. Other peoples idea of me usually isn't relevant unless i'm hurting them. I really dont like getting excessive negative or positive attention
William Frederick Ritschel (1864 - 1949) Boats Returning Home
I fear im wasting my time. things are uncertain but if i play it too safe, ill live a regretful life. i might either die young or live a long lifeless life.
i should design a villain thats really calm and collected until theyre pushed over the edge and become belligerent and maniacally devoted. That reminds me of the dynamic contrast thing i mentioned a while ago.
I wanna draw stuff like this. Like stuff for no reason. i just want to see it done. Idk why
Im scared to read lolita. I heard its really informative and from reading just a few pages its definitely one of a kind. But its just so hard. The protagonist is so disgusting. Idk if itll be those stories that has a good premise but is just so deep in shock imagery it leaves a bad taste in my mouth
the 4th of July stuff‘s really big this year. Im thinking back on that ufc fight and honestly the celebrations are piquing my interest for some reason. Even if theres no motive behind it. I wish i was better at social commentary
Sunset, Canyon de Chelly - Edgar Payne (American, 1883-1937)
I need to focus on creating something to store my thoughts and ideas. wanted to make a gui but the formats are all professional (expensive) or old (slow and outdated). I have to tho. Even if i need to make an entirely new gui format.
i wanted to finish that allay drawing, but idk. I didnt like it at all.
i dont like that i have limitations. Like, if i learn too much, my head hurts. When i workout, i get exhausted. When i dont get enough sleep, i hallucinate. Even if i push through it, I start to lose control of myself.
Self awareness is a double edged sword bc sometimes knowing its a bad time to do something makes me wanna do it more.
My favorite parts to draw are 1. obliques/lats 2. forearms 3. knees/tibia 4. eyes 5. lips Its hard to judge what my favorite thing in general to draw is, but rn its the forearm right at the elbow. When the bone pronates.
