Ryudar 🏳️‍⚧️

@ryudar.bsky.social

Lv. 41 🇩🇪 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ | She/Her | HRT Jan 26| Wolf or Tigon (Tiger-Lion)| Offenburg (GER), married to Ponchtiger❤| WH40k| VRChat | WoW 18+ -- No minors! --

Patience is not my strongest trait... but I'm confident that everything is on the right track. I'm surrounded by people who wo love me and keep my head above the water. The road is long, emotional and full of stones, but the sun is rising.

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EF30 was a blast <3 Had a depressive phase (as always), but overall great experience. Aaaand it was my first time in girl mode outside of my home walls. I got more confidence in myself and I'm sure I'll think less about what other people see when they look at me from now on.

It is time! The harness is done! ✨ 👕 Fits most Blendshapes and (standard) clothes 🫳 Interactable front and backstraps 🎶 Audio Link and 2 AL Spectrum variants ⚙️ Highly customizable through in-game menu 🏳️‍🌈 Comes with a selection of pride flag textures 🛒 jinxxy.com/Riggedy/Harn...

6 month HRT Update :3 - Skin is reaaally soft now - Boobies keep growing (very slowly), yay! - Depression rollercoaster continues ( one day I'm ugly, the other I really like the progress) - Finding female clothes for my body feels like fighting a Dark Souls Boss you've tried for the 30th time

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The furry fandom is supposed to be a safe space for people of all genders, races, and sexualities. If you are someone who has a problem with that, fix your heart or GTFO

Looks like the city approved my two chosen names <3. I can legally change my name and gender entry in October. I was worried that my 2nd Name (yeah in Germany when you have two names, you also need to change both and choose a 2nd) would cause problems, bit I guess "Ryu" is okay for them :D

I put up some ✨shnazzy✨ glasses on Jinxxy to buy for the Winterpaw Feline base avatar! 🏞️ Refractive and Reflective (Wow!) ⚙️ Optimized for PC and Quest users 🫳 Very much grabbable 🎵 Audio Link and LTCGI Support 🎨 Comes with an in-game adjustable colorized lens version 🛒 jinxxy.com/Riggedy/Glas...

The more clothes I try, the more I realize that transitioning takes time and that my impatience is making my life harder. I'm only 4,5 months in and I'm expecting waaaay too much. I should be happy about how far I've come, but that's not going to happen until I look in the mirror and say "That's me"

4 months HRT progress: - more direct dysphoria than ever before ...I'm impatient :( - Estradiol was too low (47...pf 100-200), I'm now getting 3x Gel pumps a day and in a few weeks 4. - Boobies are forming nicely (much quicker than expected) Impatience's my biggest enemy.