a lot of the time i feel like im chasing the idea of not being single anymore and that im trying too hard, then i see what other single people are doing and i think "yeah im actually alright"
might start losing weight considering i run to catch the bus and starve for 40% of the time everyday
white people be like: i am infuriated at this gimmick account
white women be like: "oh youd probably be good friends with this also queer guy", and then introduce you to the worst person youve ever met
If you told me 5 years ago that id still care about speedrunning today... I probably wouldntve been surprised cuz i was weird like that
"the zoomers dont go to clubs anymore" no fucking wonder, trying to dance in 0 space up next to 5 sweaty dudes and middle aged women to expired recession pop is not THE pasttime us ut
im uncomfortable, cant wait to leave
Got back into drinking (this time more under control, and minimizing it!) and its incredible that the first beer is a 50/50 between the ultimate zen and really bad thoughts for the rest of the night. Cant believe i stood up to this for so long
when i am on my death bed the one thing ill regret is never getting good at table football
back to drinking after 3 weeks of staying sober, not sure if i missed it actually
is my sleep schedule and lack of time outside the cause of me being significantly more anxious?
every time i meet someone new one of the first things they do is discuss immigration. i dont care enough about your opinion on black crime statistics
we dont talk about the last attempt, still last but only by like 10 minutes.
decided to remove most of my twitter followers and use this as my public posting page, my tweets do unfortunately read like a "baby's first depression"
Congratulations to @pinkynoice.bsky.social for winning our Barbie Horse Trails tournament!!! Live now, we have our next run, Barbie et les Trois Mousquetaires by Bouzny!
In the past 14 days ive had: -A severe case of alcohol gastritis -Got broken up with (after 8 months) -And immidiately had a pregnancy scare with the same girl right after I feel like I need to note this down somewhere. I'll be fine and keep kicking ass, but right here right now... yikes.