Cyanwich💙

@cyanwich.bsky.social

Stoopy bear hyena thing, I'll steal your meatballs >:] NSFW 18+ ONLY I exist | 30 | Pan (aggressively) | Male (w/e pronouns) | Taken by @yosemite-sama <3 | Enjoyer of BIG Men | Leftist AF | PFP by me | Banner by @cronchstrawbs (colored by me)

Thank you to all who messaged me. To provide a bit more context, this was for a job I really needed and I felt certain I bombed my interview for, but in fact I got the job offer. After all that's happened to me the last two years, I can finally feel something good about the future ahead 🩵

Cyanwich💙@cyanwich.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Anyone seeing this who knows me, I would deeply appreciate some kind words and reassurance. Just telling me what you like about me and why you're my friend would be good. It can be in DMs too, that's fine. I hate these thoughts telling me I'm doomed to rejection and being excluded.

I decided to make a new bluesky account because my pixel art has somewhat turned a corner down the NSFW route of things, so I'll probably use this for all my art posting from now on just to have some freedom. Enjoy a bound bird, lemme know what you think.

possible hot take but a man getting consensually force fed gainer shakes and fast food to get really really big number is not as hot to me as a man happy with his fat body however the number fluctuates who has a strong intrinsic gluttonous drive to eat as much of his preferred foods as he desires

Anyone seeing this who knows me, I would deeply appreciate some kind words and reassurance. Just telling me what you like about me and why you're my friend would be good. It can be in DMs too, that's fine. I hate these thoughts telling me I'm doomed to rejection and being excluded.

I will add pressure to this by saying that any company that claims to not hold onto your personal data after verifying you? They're lying. Ive been nitro free since the first time they tried this, voice how you feel with your wallet people. Make them really feel that squeeze.

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being a madeon fan is what got me to listen to shelter and become obsessed with porter robinson 10 years ago. i listened to wannacry and now history might just be repeating.

fake post by ninajirachi that says:

"in the apple store. straight up "loving" my computer. and by "loving", haha, well. let's justr say. My peanits"

its fucking balls hot and dripping sweat from my love handles so i jumped into my shower on the coldest setting and i started yelping and whimpering and moaning like a stupid little homo puppy

"Lie on the light, see your body on the ceiling You're a diagram of something I've been needing You're so perfect that it kinda hurts my feelings Wish there was a way for you to see what I am seeing right now" inspired by the album cover of little vice by Cavetown

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It's been a slow upward trek with these meds. Great first few days, terrible relapse, slow recovery, intermittent insomnia, sudden anxiety problems... September is just after the two week mark which is when things stabilize(?), and when I would feel comfortable being more active online again.

I'm noticing a lot of people getting 💚KIN or high 💚KIN. IDK if that's people in general or the test, I like to think it's furries' general nature and why I'm drawn to the community! Makes me feel at home <3 💙INT & also 💜PER >> ❤️DET definitely makes sense to me too.

SOUL VIRTUES EXTRAVTOR

KINDNESS

GREEN SOUL

No matter how many times I got hurt, I never let that make me cruel.

KINDNESS 76%
INTEGRITY 67%
PERSEVERANCE 57%
JUSTICE 41%
BRAVERY 39%
PATIENCE 39%
DETERMINATION 21%

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The one job out of several non-STEM entry-level jobs I applied to a couple weeks ago that actually interviewed me now appears to be ghosting me, probably indicating I'm not their first choice. I don't think MegaPlex is happening without a miracle and I will likely not be around online for a while.

Y'all @plaguedaemonart.bsky.social slayed painting this one for me and their prices are so criminally low to the point this commission felt like robbery so go get yourself something you can print on canvas then frame and have to explain when your folks come over for the holidays.

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