CoffeeEldritch

@coffeeeldritch.bsky.social

⬢ Marshal | 26 | They/Them | Furry/Horror Artist | Autistic+Disabled | Plural | +18 only ⬢ Shitposter, Horror Fanatic, Overwhelmed Eldritch all in one! NSFW: Eldritchhorrorsad.bsky.social Commissions are open!

man I feel like I'm not traumatized enough to even qualify being plural, but then Nyx comes in like: my guy you literally had a foster sister who hated you so bad that she would beat the shit out of you, tried choking you out, and shoved you down a hill in a wagon hoping you'd die from impact.

✴️Marshal let me front so I could draw some, I needed to vent out some feelings. I wish he'd be more selfish and greedy and let himself draw more for all of us, our ocs, and do more stuff like roleplaying like we used to and stop being afraid of seeming selfish. We've given to others enough.

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I'm testing to see if this will get more visibility than my GoFundMe. Me & my family both are behind on bills after an invoice went unpaid for the last month. I'll be opening commissions soon to try and compensate, but for now, we desperately need help. 🪷 ko-fi.com/therosecleric

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➼ amihan (he/hymn)🔜GENCON@therosecleric.bsky.social · 2mo ago

i've made a comic thread to explain my situation. i'm hoping people can get this to the eyes of folks that can help. 💜 gofund.me/b879199f5 (comic continued in thread) 🧵

I’d advertise 3d sculpts again but idk how interested people still are in these as none have sold yet. I could maybe knock down the prices a bit more and see. Or just maybe advertise the 2d comms I have the most fun with

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If you make something— ANYTHING— you are NOT a failed artist. Conjuring something out of various, myriad ingredients is a sort of alchemy & a powerful magic whether it's a song, a drawing, a meal, etc. Not everyone can do it. Sharing it w the world is an act of defiance & bravery Always, be proud

When disability happens to you, you won’t be able to just “try harder”. The social supports you think magically appear? They won’t show up. The medical system will let you down. Friends & family will abandon you. You will realize disability advocates were right all along.

I won't lie the anxiety I've been feeling for not posting art or in general has been immense, but I can't help that my health has been just all over the place.. I just can't help but also feel terrible for not giving any content 😔