Isaac (Forever Angry)

@busyizzie.bsky.social

It's been two years since Hal died. And one year since Lucia did. I still think about them damn near every day and miss them terribly. It's true what they say: it never gets easier but you get used to it. Today I eat the foods they loved to steal from me when I wasn't looking. Love you, miss you.

A picture of Hal half asleepMy favorite picture of Hal.One of my precious few pictures of Lucia.

Past week has been awful. On Friday I lost one of the most affectionate kittens I've ever had. She wasn't even quite a year old and cancer got her. 4 months was all the time we had together, and you barely got to experience life. Goodbye Lucia, I'll miss you.

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I wish I knew where to go next. It sounds melodramatic saying that my two cats meant the world to me, so now I don't know what to do without them. But it's the truth, and I'm just spinning my wheels until I figure it out.

I think streams will resume tomorrow. I really want to extend a "thank you" to my family and friends. Without them, I don't know how my wife and I would be doing. I learned way more people care about me than I thought. Looking forward to...well, moving forward

Despite this week being a great week for streaming, I'll be taking some time off. One of my cats, Hal, passed away Sunday at the ripe old age of 18. To say I am devastated is an understatement. Nothing will ever fill the void she left behind. I love you, my precious little dipshit. Rest well.

Hal staring out the window in her favorite spotHal, on her favorite blanket, with a plushie frog in the background.