Xeph

@xephybun.bsky.social

Bun girl who draws stuff time to time. Been around a looong time. Always looking to make new friends. 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her - In my 30's *Coms Closed till Dec 11th*

Just showered after a long hard day of work. Idc what anyone says. I put my bra on for bed time. The jiggle as i walked up the stairs made me blush. This is me. I am feeling so friggin maternal atm.

Im in my comfy space. I went shopping and my mate picked me a bra that fits. It is so so comfy. Im in a cozy shirt and pjs, sucking a paci and staring at my room ceiling lights surrounded by plushies. This feels nice.

I cried so so much drawing this. my tears stained my tablet. This is me 100% every bit of me in one drawing. She is me. I love her so so much.

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hehe sometimes I wonder if i should break the mold and become a muscle girl. I used to be super cut when I was a boy. a literal gym bunny *giggles*

Went to the book store yesterday. I was in the manga section and someone told me I had a lion mane and asked if they can touch it cause it is floofy. Lol. I guess my hair does look like a mane with how it is so fluffy.

I still remember my 21st birthday. A few friends took me to a strip club to celebrate. None of the dancers wanted to do stuff with me. I asked why and they said im to innocent and pure and they didn't feel right. I had a wonderful time. We talked for hours about hopes and aspirations.

I feel so...lonely. i have a mate and all but. I am trying hard ti be my true self. He has been worrying about me a lot lately. I have been so depressed lately I've been drinking myself to sleep and crying. I look in the mirror and hate myself. Its not my fault I was born a boy.

Being in the fandom since the early 2000's and seeing how everything has changed. Ppl just try to be happy. Don't attack or hate everyone. Just try to find comfort in those close to you. Take a deep breath and be happy for the life you are given each day. Also dont worry I'm not dying or anything.

Getting older for me has made me feel more chill. I value the little things in life. Seeing others smile, a nice day sightseeing and enjoying every moment. Life is short. Yes kinky stinky stuff is good but I value strong connections to those I cherish most of all. Love yall.

Tbh. I dont want much in life. Im a simple bun. Just cuddles, hot tea, a warm blanket and staring up at the stars with someone I care for deeply. As I age I come to appreciate the little things.

Got a job offer today by phone but I would have to move to Massachusetts or new Hampshire. It is $50 an hour but the houses in the area are too expensive so I have to pass...

That moment you realize you are so diapee brained you'd make out with someone's pamps as long as they shush you and tell you that you are a good girl. Head pats and pets are always welcome during.

Felt absolutely little today. Was on the couch and felt so cozy. I was batting at the air and sucking my thumb. Idk what came over me but im all for it.

For those going ro Megaplex, have a wonderful time. Make many good memories and be sure to stay hydrated. The heat down here is no joke.

Tbh i do draw but very slow now a days due to work. I would honestly draw coms for free cause a smile and hearing how the customer feels is worth more to me than anything. I want for nothing. I just want everyone to be happy like I am. I smile a lot FYI X3

To this day I regret being put on growth hormones. Im 5 foot 6 but if I weren't id be my moms height. Id be under 5 foot tall. Thats life but everything else is the same. Its so hard to buy size 7 shoes for work....