BlahC

@blahc.bsky.social

Dreamer, gamer, VR-DJ, a little lost

Just because I don't like attention to myself does not mean I want to be ignored, or forgotten, or taken for granted. Also: -Having to beg for the bare minimum is not okay. -Treating someone like a pet or sideshow is not okay. Everything has consequences, seen or unseen.

Been suffering from very unpleasant foot pain for weeks now and it does not seem to let up. Starts mild in the morning and hurts like hell later. Doctor says I need patience. Usually that is fine with me, but I feel absolutely useless and down right now. So...sorry in advance for my moods.

Recently been feeling a lot more like myself again. I think I'm finally through this depressive phase that started in October. Just gotta get through the always terrible V-Day week, and I should be good to go. Oh, and according to a fortune cookie, I am to meet a stranger!

Things I want in 2025: - Become a better person - Lose weight - No alcohol all year - Find a good new job I haven't had anything to drink so far, so that is going.

Now that I am fully recovered, it is time for the inevitable christmas gift shopping, which will commence tomorrow morning and includes a long walk and as little contact with people as possible. Also need food and beverages for the days and a couple of beers for hanging out with a friend on Sunday.