Ayuna

@ayunabean.bsky.social

Creative with a hobby for dabbling in hobbies! I sing almost every minute of the day, write stories I want finish and daydream to pass the time.

If I post everything about a story and uts characters... is that bad? Because honestly,.I just wanna plaster all my characters everywhere and talk about them all the time lol... even if they aren't interesting.

Mmm I resent having a conscience because why am I spending hundreds of dollars on someone who clearly does t care about me as a human being while second guessing buying myself a damn corset???

If I ever am blessed with sons, I hope I never have to see them off to war. My stance on war mongers is that if you're so trigger happy and believe so strongly in your cause, you should make your way to the battlefield as well. Live and die by your own ideals. Some people are only brave in safety.

I feel like the world would be a darker place if writers weren't allowed to put darkness on paper. Honestly, the world would be chaos if artists couldn't create. Imagine all those emotions running wild without an outlet?

My boyfriend: I just realized the depths of your social anxiety. Me: *very used to masking and basically just dissociate when I'm in a crowd* Wow.... I hide it that well?

What I want is very simple right now... the ability to blush. Like really, I would look so damn cute. I wanna be flushed a nice warm pink and gawk at myself in the mirror. I don't know why I'm obsessed with the idea but I am right now.

What to do when you're in a zoom meeting that triggers the hell out of you struggling not to dissociate because you actually need this information to do your job......?? ✨️Have a silent anxiety attack and dissociate anyways✨️

Relearning how to draw has been an interesting thing this week.... I still can't draw people but I've decided that drawing random objects for fun is just as good. At least I'm drawing something. #art

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A small step into drawing again... I don't think I have the patience to be pretty good at drawing or even get back to where I used to be... but making this little sketch scratched the itch I had to create....something.

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