Lith

@caffeineyeen.bsky.social

33•He/Him•Caffeinated IT Nerd Streamer/Sometimes Speedrunner twitch.tv/lith_is

Gonna be honest, this was me before I caught myself. I found it easy speaking to a machine to write because machines dont belittle or judge your writing and its instant gratification. Dont fall into this self reguritating hole, their are real awesome creatures out here willing to listen.

kreep@kreep.gay · 3d ago

i'm watching an irl friend slip away to AI psychosis in real time he's isolated himself and just talks to his AIs he truly believes that he's finding the meaning of life and "cracking the code to the universe" with these...predictive text generators it's really sad

Last week I had a low mental energy week and thats ok. I know work has been kicking my butt, but its a new week and im really pushing myself to start lowering my calorie intake again. Lets all have a good first week of August!

No stream tonight, I gotta fix my OBS issues that cropped up Wednesday and possibly get up early to do house chores. Possibly Saturday evening though, will keep you all up to date!

Ive honestly been feeling a shift in my brain recently. More social and more outgoing. I havent felt this way for a long long time and im so happy to feel it once more. I think a lot of it comes from the change in thought about my MDD and how ive let it control my life.

As much as I wanted to start my Resident Evil 100% Achievement streams, I have to study for a certification exam I am taking tomorrow and I just got home after terrible traffic. If all goes well tomorrow, I should be live earlier then usual to make up for it!

Finally hit my 15 pounds down marker today. Last 5 really took awhile, but I think its partially because I was still figuring everything out and such. Still 30 more to go till I hit my first goal!

Feeling under the weather this week plus early wakeup saturday so no stream tonight or tomorrow. I might do something saturday night, but will announce here if that is the case!

I sincerely appreciate everyone that came out tonight and stuck around even when I had to pause and shelter from the tornado. Shoutout to @desertkuri.bsky.social being a great mod and making sure to keep people entertained and letting everyone know I wasn't currently blowing away. 💚

A month ago I started a journey of self care and one of those steps was to lose weight. Well today marks 10 pounds down, which is insane because I havent lost that kind of weight in YEARS. Im glad im finally able to start focusing on myself for once, better late then never.