The Lost Lala: Ponia

@ponia.bsky.social

Twitch/YT: @TheLostLala Resin Artist: https://sunflowerstudios1.square.site/ linktree: https://linktr.ee/sunflowerstudioscu SFW G-Poser Dynamis/Rafflesia

The world seems very dull lately. And while I'm actively working on getting out of my slump I want to thank the people that show up anyways. The ones who pop into my short streams, the ones who check on me, the ones who sit with me in silence. You do more than you realize.

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On a short trip to Michigan, but my entire brain is exhausted and drained. I'm trying to be the best me for myself. But honestly it's hard and exhausting. People see me up in the middle of the night...but the truth is that the dark bothers me right now. Sleeping when the sun is up just feels safer.

Someone asked me a few days ago why my lala no longer wears her trademark pigtails and I had to think about how to explain it. Because for 3 years that was her primary hairstyle. And to be honest it's because I've changed. I've started setting boundaries and being firm with them. 1/?

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So usually on May 28th we do a charity stream in honor of my soul kitty Spice who passed away May 28th, 2012. This year I'll be going out of town for almost a month the day after. So here's my idea. Give me the pictures and a quick story of all your animals. 1/?

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When they announced cross-dc duty finder/pf I was super excited. You see I'm on Dynamis and have always had to travel to do things with my friends or have alts. So the knowledge that I won't be dc-hopping just to do roulettes and pf with people...EXCITEMENT. So I started cleaning house... 1/?

As I replay MSQ in FFXIV I realize why Alisae has always been my favorite of the twins. She sees that the WOL needs their friends and that teamwork can lessen the weight of what the WOL carries. And over and over we see her fighting the same fight we are...the fight to defend her friends 1/?

Schools and parents...when you take your kids to zoos and aquariums make sure you teach your children to not pound on windows or screech like banshees. It can disturb animals and that is their home. Don't be like the school groups I saw at Shedd Aquarium today. Don't ruin the experience for others.

It's been such an incredible journey on twitch for me. And this morning I hit the biggest following goal that I've had. Thank you for 600 followers and the best moments of the past 5.5 years!! Thank you for the community and joy you've brought to my life!!

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As the littlest lala walked into the sun she learned she was stronger and more ready than she knew. And even though things hurt and its hard to look at the next day...the sun will come up and its light will break through the darkness.

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Risa is one of my fantastic mods and I really want to see this be a FANTASTIC day for her. SO, I'm asking for people to come hang out on Sunday and give her a chance!! Love you all and hopefully see lots of you there!!

Risa | Vulpecula Studios@vulpecula-studios.bsky.social · 6mo ago

This Sunday, 2/8, will mark five years since I became an Affiliate on Twitch. To celebrate, I will be doing a long stream, starting at 3pm EST. I would love for friends to come hang out with me to celebrate. 💜