FatBoy54

@fatboy54.hogstead.uk

*Blocks blank/postless followers* 47, Gainer, vape monster, bator, beardo, hypnotist, Homo, Trekkie 🖖 DID system 8️⃣🧠 2 socially fronting alters: Chris and Leo (He/Him/We/Us) 18+ NSFW | UK Polyamorous linktr.ee/fatboy54

Nobody in this world ever deserved to be lied to. And when someone feels bad because they hurt someone with lies, they don't get the right to claim the pain they caused is a crime against them.

I am profoundly sad today. I miss my goober (C). The damage to him has been so severe he hasn't fronted in a week. His pain was weaponized against him so someone else could feel better about having kept secrets and told lies. He believed *his* version of reality and it cost C dearly. I love you C ❤️

How does one pick up the pieces of a world shattered? How does one keep going when the part of you that carries the heart is so poisoned by being made to swallow blame that never belonged to him? It's so fucking hard to hold this system together right now...

Tired Chrizzly is eepies and needs another nap. Will see who wakes up afterwards. Will it be me (Chris)? Leo? Simon the emotionless alter? Nico the 7 year old? Zero the traumatised? The unnamed female alter? Someone we haven't met before yet? Chances are it'll be me or Leo 😅

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The Chrizzle™️ has arrived at the forest cabin for holiday. Feeling a bit switchy probably from the big change in environment. I know Leo will be out tonight anyway, might be sooner than later 🤷‍♂️ It's all good, it's for both of us to enjoy, after all 🥰

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The Chrizzle™️ is awake on the first Saturday of his holiday time! Family trip to Thorpe Forest starts on Monday. The next few days is packing and prepping 😁 First order of business today, change all the vape coils 😂 ... Then maybe just be super lazy and deal with packing tomorrow 😂😂😂

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