poibeans

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Hey! My names Sonja, also known as poi and I am a 34 y old traditional artist. 🌿 Media: Watercolor - Ink - Gouache Fandoms: Trigun/Hades/Mushishi/Baldurs Gate3/Witcher She/Her - They/Them - GER/ENG

Had a migraine attack at work yesterday and they didn't trust me to go by public transport so my colleague drove me home to rest bc I had to embarrassingly admit that no one was available to pick me up.

Slowly going back to reading and doing more exercises as I want to be comfortably sitting and drawing/painting again. It's a whole journey that takes a lot of time and my resources ATM Glad to have supportive people at my side. 💚

Yesterday was brutal, but I had marched 15 km in total so there's that. Uphill broke me in many different ways, but I just kept walking.

Rare full body picture of myself in gym clothes 
I'm making a peace sign as I walk, holding up my arms on a forest path.

I'll be participating at a 11 km charity march tomorrow and it's gonna be 32 C with the San constantly blasting. :') but ayyy bonding with my colleague?

I got myself a beret and it makes me feel cute, since I do have troubles perceiving myself in a positive light lately. Though, I'm working on it, to get back to where I felt the best physically and about my appearance. It's hard. I cry a lot. I hate myself a lot. I'm often disappointed in myself.

Selfie of me wearing popinbers with hat atelier beret. In the background, you have my bookselhelf, filled with boos to the brim. And plants. (They look a bit sad bc I had a huge pest problem)

My arm is getting better, the pain level is a constant 3-5/10 and the numbness in my fingers is milder. It still sucks, bc I looked forward to painting for AF and now I can't even write for long.

I was so hyped for art fight and the stress plus my new hypertension diagnosis may have added up bc my left arm is back to its inflammatory state. I see your attacks and I love them all dearly!!! Really!!! I'm just so bummed that my arm shakes so much when I try to draw that my lines look horrible.

Currently strengthening my left arm, when I did stretches, it almost cramped so my trainer adjusted but I'm currently going through some muscle recovery so I can be back to my old shape and paint properly. I miss it.

Had a short hospital stay bc of an allergic reaction at work and now I just feel exhausted bc I was so overstimulated and on various antihistamines to prevent the swelling in my mouth (it took hours)

I'm not even mad anymore that my brother can't even get one thing done I ask him to do, if it's about organising anything. I'm just sad. I've told him. I've told him this one time please get this thing A done, and then I get messages from FRIENDS of my mum when thing A is sorted out and I just