Makuyi 🔜 BLFC

@makuyihusky.bsky.social

Fluffy foxdog thing that can’t seem to catch a break.. Exploring the Pacific Northwest on both two wheels and four 34 | Gay | 🎸 🚗 🏍️ | Horny on main 18+ Only!

And with that, the last ember of hope goes out… I should have let it a long while ago, but I guess I hoped that if I kept that ember of my love lit, maybe one day it would become a flame once more… But I suppose it wasn’t meant to be

Sleep. Once a welcome respite from your presence in the peaceful chaos of my wandering mind But alas, you haunt my dreams, vivid as they are. As though real as my waking moments. But now, only in dreams can there ever be you and I

🤍🖤🤍🩵💜👑💜🩵🤍🖤🤍 Love isn't a compulsion Love is a choice made in micro-doses Every time you show up. Every time you stay. Every time you give of yourself. You're always free not to, but you do How do you know you're loved? Because your kith-kin have free will and use it to be with you 🤍🖤🤍🩵💜💛💜🩵🤍🖤🤍

As if losing you wasn’t enough, now I’m being made the villain by your friends for having the audacity to feel, to grieve. And what the fuck kind of mental gymnastics do they have to do to say my new avatar was about you? It was planned before we even met… My only crime was loving you…

I remember the night we met. How you helped me out of the dark. You were the reason I found my smile again. Found my laugh again. The reason I went to bed every night with love and hope in my heart and a smile on my face. With you here, life seemed so much brighter. Now it just feels… empty

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You left cause you convinced yourself you were protecting me from some future hurt….. Little do you know how I break every night.. How I’ve cried every day since you left… Two weeks straight. I’ve never hurt so much over someone, and I feel like I’m going insane…

I hate to constantly sound like a downer but man life’s been beating the shit out of me…. Idk how I have such bad luck that I constantly get fumbled, wind up heartbroken, and no matter how good it seems at the start it always turns out bad. I feel sick… I can’t keep doing this…