Atsu Fawx

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It's really silly how a collection of little things can drive me so insane that I get in a big depressive state for like two months. All I did was start running/working out again, clean the house and spend a little bit less time online and now I feel a million times better

It was gonna be a big summer, you know a big summer Every one since then too, "a big summer" "Gonna be a big summer" Yet, somehow that's never the case, is it? It's the sprawl of autumn, isn't it? It's the crunch, where one can never daytrip

Gonna take advantage of this last little bit of heat this month to ferment an absolute heck ton of daikon kimchi :3 batch 1 w/ some ginger, garlic, jalapeno, green onion, white onion and habanero Batch 2 prob will hold the peppers and add more aromatics for a bit milder version

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I want to be fully onboard with something again. This weekend really gave me insight into how complacent I’ve been the past few years. No projects, no new skills, no new arts. Just stagnant. I want to do more I want to be more

using some sort of eldritch power to tackle backlog of convention work I've let build up over two months immediately after my 6th 12hr overnight shift in a row.

Brains are so dumb because like wdym I know exactly why I feel like this and the cause and the patterns and literally the solution to fix it and yet here I am repeating the cycle