I did not expect this post of mine to be something to blow up. Thank you all for the kind words. Im still working hard to come to terms. I feel once we get back his ashes I will at least feel somewhat whole again. I just dont know how much longer that will be.
CW: venting, Death Yesterday I made the hard choice to put down my dog. It doesnt feel real. I walk around every corner hoping to see him. I spend hours grieving. I miss him, So much. He was around for more than half my life. seeing his bed empty makes me sick. I struggle to accept reality as it is