Sometimes you’re laying in bed thinking about all the ennui of the world and feeing sorry for yourself and then a fuzzy little prey animal comes over full of bees and rolls belly up into your arms and gives you this look full of so much love and you decide it could be a lot worse actually
So apparently Biceptember is a thing? I had no idea but this super fun double time portrait for ComradeShook sure feels appropriate!! Shook is a delight and by god do I love backmeat rendering lmao, enjoy bsky
Another double time iPad piece complete, this one for Ruedi— who graciously let me lean into some art nouveau bullshittery that I am extremely happy with! I’m always excited for the excuse to add a mandala or some flowers lol. Slightly north of 6h total!
Another double time iPad piece complete, this one for Ruedi— who graciously let me lean into some art nouveau bullshittery that I am extremely happy with! I’m always excited for the excuse to add a mandala or some flowers lol. Slightly north of 6h total!
I still need one more double time portrait (6h/240USD) to pay the last bit of rent! If anyone wants a big fancy iPad piece, please don’t hesitate to gimme a shout! And thank you so much for everyone reading and sharing!!
Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · 2w agoHey everyone! Due to my body being very cringe the last couple weeks and the inevitable marching on of capitalism, I’m opening for a few IPad portraits to cover my rent and things while I’m struggling to get my flesh right for streaming!
Now that it’s seen and approved I can post this! An absolute blast of a piece for Jet of their absolutelt gorgeous pegasus dude. This was a double time portrait (6h) that I got basically free rein on and went feral over. Super duper happy with it.
Now that it’s seen and approved I can post this! An absolute blast of a piece for Jet of their absolutelt gorgeous pegasus dude. This was a double time portrait (6h) that I got basically free rein on and went feral over. Super duper happy with it.
Hey everyone! Due to my body being very cringe the last couple weeks and the inevitable marching on of capitalism, I’m opening for a few IPad portraits to cover my rent and things while I’m struggling to get my flesh right for streaming!
Got another iPad piece knocked out while floundering through my bodily cringe for @kinto-m.bsky.social last night! Their beautiful black wolf lady with a saintly halo as a neck snare. Super duper fun, very proud of the lighting results.
Heaven keeps taking all the good old people but hell needs to OPEN SOME ROOMS FOR THE LEFTOVERS COME ON GRIMMY WE GOT SO MANY GARBAGE OLD MEN RIPE FOR THE PICKING
A silly pettiness I have held for countless eons now that I’m just going to share here: GenAI can pry the em dash from my cold dead hands lmao, I have used those generously in my writing since I was a young cringe RPer on Neopets as a babe and THE CLANKERS CAN’T HAVE MY JOY GOD DAMMIT
And now for more charr!! @drgromov.bsky.social snatched a portrait a while back for a cutie fella with some fresh scars and I had a ton of fun painting him! He’s not super thrilled for the post-injury snapshot lol
So on the downside my insomnia hasn’t let me sleep yet, but on the upside, I got this whole double iPad portrait done basically in one shot for @arukanoda.bsky.social while I was in bed the last… more hours than I can remember!! Super duper pleased with how this came out!
FINALLY got another iPad piece done last night that I’d had sitting for what felt like Ages due to body being cringe— a super cute ringtail girly for Jside! Ringtails are so underrated it seems criminal to me; they look like adorable little Pokémon.
Torn between the autistic desire for my weighted blanket pile to crush me flat for napping and the tragic summer dilemma of being a sweaty humid mess with so much material on my flesh, this is truly the end all seasonal struggle, eugh
I was also reached out to in the kindest way and, with that help and hours, I did in fact decide to just go ahead and get a real medicine bag and a charger cord. The former has big peonies and roses on it— it reminds me a lot of the one I remember my mom having. I’m excited for it.
I did in fact have a hard sleep and just woke, and while I'm still feeling a lot of feelings, I just want you guys to know that I love you. I do. I love and appreciate you all so much. Thank you for all the kind words and gentleness. It's helped make me feel a lot less unmoored tonight.
Anyway, I’m sorry for the long, error-riddled depression ramblings this morning. I try to keep myself professional as well as I can, but this week has just been especially hard. Too much catastrophizing and grieving for the world and Mom and money and other shit has worn me just threadbare.
Man, I’ve been run down the last few days and rallying really feels like a struggle. I know it’ll pass eventually but I just hate feeling like this— physically and mentally both.
I’ve almost got rent all covered— just looking for about 5 hours to finish it off!! If anyone wanted to grab that whole hour chunk I’d add a thank you bonus hour to make it 6. Thank you for reading!!
Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · last mo.I'm still open and looking for lots of work hours by the way! Hoping to get 20-30 in total for this month so I can pay for upcoming rent, don't hesitate to give me a holler if you have art ideas you'd like me to take a whack at! And thank you again for sharing and boosting!
I'm still open and looking for lots of work hours by the way! Hoping to get 20-30 in total for this month so I can pay for upcoming rent, don't hesitate to give me a holler if you have art ideas you'd like me to take a whack at! And thank you again for sharing and boosting!
Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · last mo.Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D
I'm still open and looking for lots of work hours by the way! Hoping to get 20-30 in total for this month so I can pay for upcoming rent, don't hesitate to give me a holler if you have art ideas you'd like me to take a whack at! And thank you again for sharing and boosting!
Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · last mo.Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D
Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D
Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D
Another piece knocked out tonight! This one was for the absolutely wonderful Rider, featuring a pair of cuties watching the sunset together. Just a little north of 12 hours total! A super fun painting to have done for a fantastic client.
Another incredibly fun piece done— this one at @wolfwings.us’s behest for his friend @stimtoys.bsky.social as a memorial to Stim’s lovely grandma as a big old power bear woman in a scarf. I had so much fun with this lol, about 3h.
Got another one done tonight! A long project for Sharlan finally over the finish line, 20h from start to finish!
For the record I did somehow get that piece done despite Knock’s best efforts too— a 6h double time ipad portrait portrait for Meluis! Very fun, very laborious, very happy with it.
