Anyway, I’m sorry for the long, error-riddled depression ramblings this morning. I try to keep myself professional as well as I can, but this week has just been especially hard. Too much catastrophizing and grieving for the world and Mom and money and other shit has worn me just threadbare.

Man, I’ve been run down the last few days and rallying really feels like a struggle. I know it’ll pass eventually but I just hate feeling like this— physically and mentally both.

I’ve almost got rent all covered— just looking for about 5 hours to finish it off!! If anyone wanted to grab that whole hour chunk I’d add a thank you bonus hour to make it 6. Thank you for reading!!

Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · 6d ago

I'm still open and looking for lots of work hours by the way! Hoping to get 20-30 in total for this month so I can pay for upcoming rent, don't hesitate to give me a holler if you have art ideas you'd like me to take a whack at! And thank you again for sharing and boosting!

I'm still open and looking for lots of work hours by the way! Hoping to get 20-30 in total for this month so I can pay for upcoming rent, don't hesitate to give me a holler if you have art ideas you'd like me to take a whack at! And thank you again for sharing and boosting!

Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · last wk.

Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D

I'm still open and looking for lots of work hours by the way! Hoping to get 20-30 in total for this month so I can pay for upcoming rent, don't hesitate to give me a holler if you have art ideas you'd like me to take a whack at! And thank you again for sharing and boosting!

Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · last wk.

Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D

Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D

Also!! Hi everyone, I'm OPEN FOR COMMISSION HOURS for the month of August! My universal rate is 40USD per hour for all noncommercial use and I'll paint just about anything-- gimme a holler if you'd like some art in the coming months so I can pay rent and stay comfortably fed and housed! :D

Another piece knocked out tonight! This one was for the absolutely wonderful Rider, featuring a pair of cuties watching the sunset together. Just a little north of 12 hours total! A super fun painting to have done for a fantastic client.

Another incredibly fun piece done— this one at @wolfwings.us’s behest for his friend @stimtoys.bsky.social as a memorial to Stim’s lovely grandma as a big old power bear woman in a scarf. I had so much fun with this lol, about 3h.

Got another one done tonight! A long project for Sharlan finally over the finish line, 20h from start to finish!

For the record I did somehow get that piece done despite Knock’s best efforts too— a 6h double time ipad portrait portrait for Meluis! Very fun, very laborious, very happy with it.

I love cats

New favorite dogshit YouTube ad: trying to sell you on an AI chatbot you can ask things ”””privately””” to as if they aren’t 100% guaranteed to be scraping, reusing and selling your data anyway lmao

Just a few hours left to get these lads!!

Hanmonster@hanmonster.bsky.social · 3w ago

So!! My foray into some silly tabaxi went a little overboard and here we are! These guys are not only here, they're available! I'm trying a little impromptu adopt auction starting NOW through WEDNESDAY the 15th at 11:59 PM CST, with a 24 hour after-last-bid caveat to avoid any mess.

Just have to keep reminding myself that this external stress won’t be forever. In less than two months I will no longer be the sole income and then the chronic hypersaturated economic stress and brain melting anxiety will surely decrease so I’m noclipping through the floor in a ragdoll

Did the brave scary thing and made myself call the bills people and then call the doctor people and now I have an appointment tomorrow to get my scrips renewed and I only cried on the phone twice, I am winning at being an adult today!!

So!! My foray into some silly tabaxi went a little overboard and here we are! These guys are not only here, they're available! I'm trying a little impromptu adopt auction starting NOW through WEDNESDAY the 15th at 11:59 PM CST, with a 24 hour after-last-bid caveat to avoid any mess.

It’s my day off and I’m painting potentially adoptable tabaxi like a feral ape because I still have a ravenous itch to design catfolk after Senga

I think my “favorite” AI use case ad so far is like some kid loses their stuffie and the parents go “HEY LET’S MAKE FAKE PICTURES OF HER MISSING TOY ON VACATION WHILE WE ORDER A DUPE AND LIE TO THEIR FACE ABOUT IT“ like that isn’t actually horrible and dystopian and Bad

Ooooh my god I need getting fucking Google Gemini ads on YouTube and every single one is just the most pathetic lose shit I’ve ever seen

I’m still looking for a handful of hours to cover that bill today if anyone would like some!! About 4-5 ideally would finish that out, and of course I’ll be streaming later today with some fun human form werewolf art.

Incidentally I am looking for some work hours again if anyone wants a fancy piece!! trying to find about 8h in total to pay some bills midminth, gimme a shout if you want anything in the coming months!!

Wolf, Wings Not Included 💉10/2⁉ w/ anti-FLiRT v20.25@wolfwings.us · 4w ago

So this piece has been a VERY long time coming from @hanmonster.bsky.social (the timer tallies almost 40 hours on it) but it's good to FINALLY get the canonical piece showing two of my OCs together at last and their shared 'side gig' of how they met as fashion models.

I also got a very sweet memorial portrait finished for @bruma.bsky.social tonight of a lovely fellow named Arlen, who I am told was the silliest nakiest baby goblin ever. 5h in total and an honor to get to paint.

Incidentally I am looking for some work hours again if anyone wants a fancy piece!! trying to find about 8h in total to pay some bills midminth, gimme a shout if you want anything in the coming months!!

Wolf, Wings Not Included 💉10/2⁉ w/ anti-FLiRT v20.25@wolfwings.us · 4w ago

So this piece has been a VERY long time coming from @hanmonster.bsky.social (the timer tallies almost 40 hours on it) but it's good to FINALLY get the canonical piece showing two of my OCs together at last and their shared 'side gig' of how they met as fashion models.

So this piece has been a VERY long time coming from @hanmonster.bsky.social (the timer tallies almost 40 hours on it) but it's good to FINALLY get the canonical piece showing two of my OCs together at last and their shared 'side gig' of how they met as fashion models.

A last impulsive personal hurrah of Art For Me at 4 am apparently, why yes I do in fact have a blatant medicine seller OC of my own who’s just a depressed kitsune, cringe is dead and long live cringe (his name is Kusuma, formerly Surya, and he’s my sad planewalking old pansexual peepaw)

🌞Summer sale is on!🌞 20% off everything in my shop, please share so I can make rent by the 5th! #Art #HumanMade #BSNM ko-fi.com/eskiworks/li...

Yeah apparently my small personal brainrot has germinated well enough that I did the sloppiest possible body ref for this little shit too. Don’t be fooled by the puppy eyes, he is still a pissy little shit of a man and wouldn’t be caught dead with the shame of his ”baby ears” in public

Completely forgot about posting the Timelapse of this thing earlier, oopsie lol

Also I forgot to mention his eyes are based directly on this gag Lan prompted me to remember because it made me laugh really hard, my arthritic idiot has gorgeous homophobia…