Chad 🦋🩵

@whatachad.bsky.social

A broken individual, ADD, and socially defunct, so I write improv poetry. 15k likes for surprise | #selflove #resist #poetry #trueblue #truedem #revolution #bluewave #bluestorm Ally of: 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸✊🏿🏛 No 🚫: Porn, MAGA, Crypto/Finance ⚠️Only social

A Chorus to a lyric I wrote; titled - Volute So let me fall in the spiral, slow Where every version of me lets go I’m a broken compass, still pretend That twisted paths can somehow bend A blinded hope I strain to see A destiny shaped like a volute in me

Finally restructured it.... until I want to tweak it... again... Anywho! Here's the chorus of Checkmate. 2.0. So I'll just keep My head down now As you take me And all my crowns This clock is breaking down Check, en prise my weakness You checkmate me, While I fall to pieces #vss365 #poetry

(Chorus to my song, break away) Burning out under black hole skies Screaming truths off tangled lies We’ll run tonight, the stars as guides We’re never lost, just terrorized On burning nights, we find our place With scars to prove, we run this race In midnight rains, we break away #vss365 #poetry

Cheap talk like pennygum Rebrand the same old sun As brand mornings and New ways of exploring The vast amount of ways We'll run this hamster wheel And distract ourselves enough To make all talk worthless spew For costs are rising and new tolls being set Pay in blood, for the cost is Life #vss365

A sea of red drying Amist palpable tears A heatwave crying Mists of raging fears Know as the crimson dawns The darkness creeps behind Slow burn of things to come Pouring out all of my gasoline To burn brighter than thousand suns Igniting the night for all to see A pond of scarlet meditations #vss365

(Chorus I wrote yesterday) So what is this life — a lie or a flame? A circle of grief we dance all the same. A whisper, a scream, a love, or a war, We reach for the sky, then beg for the floor. This life pulls the thread till we come undone — Still chasing the dawn, still fearing the sun #vss365

I died that night Thrusted words A cannonball burst Desecrated my temple Torn down my gardens And ravaged my world Ruptured my capacity To ever hold love the same Unaligned mind broken Snapped reality in wake Floating through life Active on command Scared to live Wish to connect Just can't #vss365

Tired Of wading waters That dragged me down Quiet And set the scene again In gentle words that carve deep Yet you refuse To fathom How I truly feel In my chasm Alone in the desert A fever dream recall I know I'm hot collar Under the pressure And I Am slowly fading As my Emotions crystalize #vss365

Tear down My graven visage Run now To a new mirage Knowing That I've been long gone Clear the table for jigsaw Puzzling aftermath I saw A journey of new beginning Turning to page thirteen Where I could feel the fall Now recollecting in recall As I'm careening to the ground #vss365 #poetry

Hammer me down Nail me to my baren crosses Dragging me down To fathoms below my losses I want to breathe in new life Put aside weaponized strife That draws me in Tell me that you cares Sell me all your wares Blind me with your taste Give me your empty fate In molotov colored waste #vss365

In your pool of echoed eyes Where I'm drowned in sound Swimming to the shoreline To the moment we are bound Yet you refuse To send your branched olive And I side step Any recall of offered silence Tear me to pieces Scatter me across Let me fall around Like iridescent snow From on high #vss365

I'm a cauterized ghost Sealed in by the magic That froze time to host An end line that's inside it A purposed mind Given keen desire A studded heart Binding me again In view, of the devestation Prelude of gold bright fall Stuck on rewinding again Of moments that I stood tall In lonely cities #vss365

Hanging onto the rafters Of all my constant fears Pendulum swing matters Go between all my years As my regrets play on repeat Spilling my guts out from the bottle Feeling my soul is leaving me Drained from the stacks I've cottled Forsaken in the light Dancing in your dark Eclipsed Eyes #vss365

Corpses of Earth With every decaying step A trail of rot and pestilence Left in staggered paces To spread like spores And devour the landscape Until there's nothing more Only the remenates of life Haunted by unsalted nights By the ghosts of earth #vss365 #poetry

Silence is calling me home To finally end it all Pushing pass all I've known And losing it in the fall Time never waits for a start Picked up what breaks apart Only to stumble into a crawl As we burn to ashes In bright, fiery effigies As martyrs take lashes For a lucidity in jaggies #vss365

You are a voice To my reckoning A fresh foundation For burial grounds Your give and take With a timely craft Only pulled levers In reverse pattern Silence in still motion Vaulting our emotions As we go ever deeper In vast ocean believers To find a god in a show And a life not your own #vss365

I'm welded to my own cage Where everything remains the same Only seasons seem to change Hope to wake up from my long stay And one day, seize my day When I'm better and finally stand tall, Say I'll face all my problems Knowing when I'll begin at the fall, But I'll spread my wings if I got'em #vss365

I've tasted tainted treasures From caustic dripping sulfer Smothered in my awakening Tunnel sight, now acquired, Keeping hell from my desires While daydreaming Valhalla Caught in the wonder of it all In tremor resounded starfall On dreamscape crude ruins Knowing forever has an end #vss365 #poetry

Words I use will not paint Over lines that I've drawn Or color in all of my flaws If who I am today fades in morning's glance Will I become the victim to my circumstance A casualty to incompetence Prisoner of brokered defiance Free in body, Slaved in soul Privileged Embody Shackled in droves #vss365

I can feel my shuddered bones quaking To every moment having a do or don't feel I can hear as my granite heart's breaking As I fall to pieces, a breath of dust appeals I can taste bitter tones in sleepless waking As I see now that nightmares become real A blissful agony Anguished in joy #vss365

As silence falls from grace I'll understand it from thinking I'll remember you from knowing I'll remind myself when deciding That all words fall like meteors Art in talk, yet show your moves To paint tapestries of delusions Of the painted green pastures In servile distain Of the other side #vss365