Jen X (Jowday)

@southpawgeek.com

A miserable little pile of secrets Also a software engineer, gamer, game developer, modder, knitter, mediocre artist, and overall tired lady https://store.steampowered.com/app/4932340/Esc_Trip/ https://www.diatomravine.com/games https://southpawgeek.com

Fuck, job hunting is miserable. I've removed my first name from resumes and LinkedIn. Trying to avoid getting insta-filtered for the crime of being a really fucking good software engineer but also a woman over 45, which is nigh-unforgivable in many circles

Alien 3 was... lots of inexplicable behavior, and I've also found out there's an Assembly Cut that changes a bunch of story stuff. Not sure I want to sit through another 2.5 hours of it anytime soon, though 😵‍💫 I didn't hate it, but also didn't love it.

This week's movies so far: Alien (1979) Death to Smoochy (2002) Deadpool vs. Wolverine (2024) Also looking forward to having next week off. No big plans, but hopefully I can think of some creative venture to spend some time on.

For those who don't know, I had a very special pet sparrow named Beebee. I found him in a parking lot after he'd fallen out of his nest. I rescued him, and he lived for over 9 years. I lost him in the beginning of October. This is a quick little 1-bit drawing of him. #pixelart #bird #procreate

1bit pixel art of a male House Sparrow. His name was Beebee.Photo of my pet House Sparrow, Beebee. He is standing on my shoulder.

Heeeey insomnia! It's like clockwork. At least I have somewhere to scroll that isn't full of doom. It's nice. Also my head hurts because I had a scalp biopsy yesterday. Nothing serious, but I was given instructions on what to do if I start "oozing" which is slightly concerning.

I'm already doing the thing where I just don't have much to say. Work burns me right the hell out during the week. The weekend feels like it's mostly dedicated to recharging for work. At least I have some time off soon...