Midekai

@midekai.bsky.social

Yes. That Midekai. I draw and repost NSFW. My AD is open. Minors stay the fuck away I hate you lol. https://linktr.ee/midekai

A sense of relief that someone will no longer be interacting with you is a -deep- satisfaction that people do not often experience enough. Protect your inner peace. I often forget the sensation because such a big chunk of my life was spent being constantly close to toxicity.

Last I knew this guy is a massive transphobe right wing instigator piece of shit, that may have changed idk but I keep seeing his shit rtd into my tl so jsyk

Bild

Yeah I think I'm gonna just shut up and post memes and my art/porn. Everybody's happier that way. :) Plus I don't need to deal with being called a 🦝or bougie. Yeah my childhood was middle class but my black ass has been broke for 4 years. Deservedly so. Probably dont deserve to thrive really. 🤷‍♂️

Sorry I've been such an asshole online. After losing my aunt, and dealing with people who dont think about what I've got going on, and still wanting to milk me dry of all my resources.. I might be a little bit of a jerk because of it. I just have to bite my tongue though. It's best if nobody cares.

I'll do my best to not share or vent my frustrations about things or people that bother the hell out of me. I can see that it can be stressful, or frustrating to read. So I guess it's just best if I bite my tongue, like I always do. That's always easier to deal with.

Big shoutout to those who have been messaging me, showing up to stream and checking up on me ever since my auntie died. There's been other things that have been distracting me. Haven't really felt much motivation to stream, but I'm still laboring away at my artwork so it's helped.