I've been feeling super disconnected with friends and loved ones. I feel like they either don't understand what I'm saying or it gets overlooked. :/ really fucking sucks
Ruru
@ruruichi.bsky.social
Nekomancer rising the ded. send elp ❤️🩹 ✦ Vtuber | Rigger ✦ Art tags: #Ruruart / 🔞 #Rubussy ✦ Design by @cowtzzy.bsky.social ✦ pfp by @riverasblue.bsky.social
Got the job btw! The average minimum wage is higher compared to I was at previously. So the paycheck will be a bit better at least ( ^▽^)
I may have a job potentially lined up?? Don't wanna jinx it. ^^' But it's part time so I can still focus on art and what not
Hey could you please report this account and post below? Dude is a GFX Scammer who had a tantrum about being called out over it. They went into stalking mode and found my discord account. Plz and thx u 💕 @/hazelnoah98.bsky.social
Hey could you please report this account and post below? Dude is a GFX Scammer who had a tantrum about being called out over it. They went into stalking mode and found my discord account. Plz and thx u 💕 @/hazelnoah98.bsky.social
I'm still going to call out GFX scammers. I'm just tired of seeing victims end up with shitty art not worth their hard earned money.
Ngl seeing my main acc oc as a mermaid made my day TuT Hopefully next year I'll be a mermaid (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
Will be deleteing all my vents about my situation once I'm outta here btw. It's nice to be able to say this shit without him seeing or knowing it's me. Plus I really do fuck with my design. So hopefully I can stream for you all soon ;u; ❤️
I miss being able to wake up whenever *even early* and just get on my pc and do shit normally. Everything I do is under a scope here. One thing he thinks isn't normal is suddenly bad or "are you okay?" NO I'M FUCKIN NOT AAAAAAAAAA
I wanna get on discord. But he's also on invis. I didnt remember to do that in the middle of the night. So I wait to play Paralives (T^T)
commission for @ruruichi.bsky.social ~!!! tysm for the support and comm :D! I rly love how this came out compared to the rough sketch ehe #art #digitalart #vtuber
Even with the bad i cant help but smile at this face ;u; monies well spent on this adopt 🎨 & design @/cowtzzy.bsky.social
Ended up having a panic attack due to my bf's morning meltdown. Im just really not okay anymore. He threw his box of ramen at the wall... proceeded to say horrible shit about me. I just froze shaking in fear. I feel numb, i feel stupid, I feel so worthless it hurts