This weekend has been a little bit more healing to me. Now time to sleep. I'm puppy and streams will resume tomorrow.
Soen Ordo 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
@soenordo.bsky.social
Gay trans and non-binary 30 year old ABDL Hellhound Therian Born in 1996 She/Her ADHD Future fursuiter This is an Adults Only Space. 18+ Only please Minors DNI https://twitch.tv/SoenOrdo Banner image by https://bsky.app/profile/fallenstarart.bsky.social
I feel as if I have been in an adult mindset for far too long. Littlespace is like a pressure release valve that prevents me from cracking due to societal expectations and other stressors. Puppy time makes the fear go away. Big thoughts go away, happy puppy thoughts spring forth.
If anyone I play VRChat with is reading this, if you have me on discord or telegram, feel free to reach out to me. I like it when I recieve attention, playful teasing, or get babied. I like people's words putting me into littlespace.
Apologies to those wondering why I suddenly seem to have altered my speech/writing pattern. It seems I feel comfortable enough to use it in a public-facing manner. I like sounding intelligent when I speak, but not pompous. I don't want anyone to think that I'm "better than them".
In relation to the previous post, I have discovered that there are certain things that help me get into littlespace, mainly regression centered hypnosis that allows me to lower my guard and break down barriers I had previously erected in my mind from past traumas.
I'm thankful for everyone I call my friends. I am also thankful for everyone I spent tonight with in VR. You all made me feel happy, safe, and loved. I actually felt like I belonged. I didn't feel the need to impress anyone, feel "useful", or people please. I felt happy.
oh hey, its why i take all callouts with a 50-lb bag of salt these days
Thought I'd make some Halloween gift art for @oddyautumn.bsky.social, @soenordo.bsky.social, and @leopanza.bsky.social. I was gonna add more people, but it turns out this was a lot harder and time-consuming to draw than I thought. Happy Halloween! #abdl #abdlfurry #babyfur #diaperfur
Any one have that method for making a diaper super thick with booster that was going around a while back?
Halloween YCH idea: a babyfur playing happily with the Hellraiser cube.
I tend to judge myself harshly for the slightest fumble. I need to be far more kind to myself. A part of me strives for perfection in all I do though. For instance, punctuation and grammar are things I pride myself on when typing. I often delete posts for minor typos.
Not cool bro, be chill
I am entitled to crash out when any group I'm a part of is targeted for existing.
For those of you who you don't care about politics, well the politics care about you. Do your part and go out and fucking vote. They already consider us targets. Vote the fuckers out.
What seems like a lifetime ago, I published an article about the absolutely grotesque phenomenon of strangershots, photos of strangers taken and shared to shame them The GOP text included a pic of someone it claimed was a furry at a polling location. A nasty thing to do to a random stranger.
Lil pup @soenordo.bsky.social at the doctors! Abdl, agereg. Done by @plinkiepoi.bsky.social I added the graphic media tag cuz that’s one ppl usually don’t trigger, someone let me know if it came up censored initially
Come hell or high water I'll do my damnedest to go to the physical BFC next year.
"and then you never see that part of VRChat again." yes, that is the point of a filter- and not wanting to engage with AI-generated slop shouldn't be surprising nor be addressed with this self-righteous tone of annoyance You are saying you want your community to include plagiarists @vrchat.com
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I'm sorry but if you have a survey and explicitly ignore what 95 percent of your fucking player base says then I absolutely have the right to crash out about it.
Fuck I'm over the group limit by over 50+ groups so if I cancel my VRC+ I may lose access to them. Fuck you VRChat.
"95% of survey respondents want some kind of label for AI usage." "We’re not adding an “AI-generated” label or AI filters." Are you illiterate? Do you not understand math? What is the point of having a survey if you wont even use the data gathered to do what your players want?
A few weeks ago, we asked the community to submit feedback on how they felt about AI in VRChat. Here's our takeaways and next steps: ask.vrchat.com/t/where-were...
They straight up basically said "95 percent of you said you wanted to filter out AI Slop, but fuck you we're throwing your responses in the garbage and doing what we want."
A few weeks ago, we asked the community to submit feedback on how they felt about AI in VRChat. Here's our takeaways and next steps: ask.vrchat.com/t/where-were...
We live in a fucking dystopian nightmare. The people in charge of discord must either be purposefully trying to kill their company, or smoking crack. Maybe both.
Here's the article, forgot to link that, my bad
#MESSYDIAPER MESSY DIAPER Messing in the back seat! (c)
So, a day or so ago, I had a littlespace dream, but I realized I was dreaming. I remembered thinking "Oh this is a dream. I can't bring this back with me.", and I felt like I didn't deserve it. Then all the best parts of the dream started to blink out. Things in the dream just... vanished.
After learning that the Japanese gay community has a practice of the older partner legally adopting the younger one, why not do that for the ABDL community too? Have your caretaker legally adopt you and give them power of attorney if you really trust them. Sounds really good on paper.