one more thing unless they wanna add onto the pile no more anger, just being genuine here. i was 14. i had been sexually active for less than a year. i was so early in puberty that my sex drive had barely started yet. so immature that i didnt know what a homewrecker was. and i was open about this.
shayy just tried making a comeback and you people are saying that a victim speaking out about their groomer is "running a trans woman out of private spaces" i'm so fucking done. none of you will ever learn. it's always going to be the same unhealthy clique behaviors like we're in high school
there is no reason to continue going after me, im abandoning my accounts, please just leave me alone
Alright its drama time this who-the-fuck decided to speak on my behalf of mildred not being a predator? superkirbylover i dont really give a fuck about what you think, look heres mildred talking about drawing rape porn of my characters while i was fourteen (14) ((14 years old))
vouching for this because in my experience mildred was absolutely grooming a lot of fucking people. she was drawing nsfw shit of my characters when i was 14 and she was well into her 20s
i’m done with this community. please remove my name from credits. goodbye
vouching for this because in my experience mildred was absolutely grooming a lot of fucking people. she was drawing nsfw shit of my characters when i was 14 and she was well into her 20s
fuck it, people who are going to shittalk me will do it regardless. I was groomed by Rylarolls, ManeaterMildred, Voltra, and someone whose username I don’t know. I’ve been told that my groomers didn’t actually groom me, treated like it was my fault for talking about it, and scared from coming out
fuck it, people who are going to shittalk me will do it regardless. I was groomed by Rylarolls, ManeaterMildred, Voltra, and someone whose username I don’t know. I’ve been told that my groomers didn’t actually groom me, treated like it was my fault for talking about it, and scared from coming out
frankly I’m just disgusted and disappointed by Shayy but I’m also upset by people in this community who continue to engage in victim blaming, groomer apology, or downplay the actions of abusers. if we’re going to say support victims, it needs to be all victims. not just convenient “perfect” ones.
I mean this in the most respectful way possible, but while I apologize for posts of this type while I've been in a poor state of mind, I really don't want minors to be offering me emotional support in the replies -- this isn't a dig, it's an adult not wanting children to feel responsible to help me.
yeah im done. if anything im no longer making progress and instead just going in reverse. struggling to stay alive but regardless i no longer have any hope things will meaningfully improve and im just resigning myself to things always being this way. don’t expect anything from me anymore
yeah im done. if anything im no longer making progress and instead just going in reverse. struggling to stay alive but regardless i no longer have any hope things will meaningfully improve and im just resigning myself to things always being this way. don’t expect anything from me anymore
i think what’s really made it difficult to connect with others following the discord ban is that it was always easy to just hop in to ongoing conversations. i’m so used to specific people and situations and having none of that, whether it’s an autism thing or not, has made me feel incredibly lonely
Dishonored 2 finished and wow, what a game. Played through as Emily and thoroughly enjoyed the experience. The content offering is fantastic and there’s a lot of depth to your decisions, was surprised you could change the past. Need to try playing as Corvo and using his abilities.
Replayed Dishonored and finally got around to playing the Daud DLCs, completed everything on Low Chaos and zero kills (besides when the game bugged out.) Still one of my favorite games of all time, really need to do a list of those at some point.
hopefully upping my meds will help with the freakouts I’m still having. thank god for Rx coupons though, insurance did NOT want to cover the cost and I would have been down nearly $1-2k
Replayed Dishonored and finally got around to playing the Daud DLCs, completed everything on Low Chaos and zero kills (besides when the game bugged out.) Still one of my favorite games of all time, really need to do a list of those at some point.
The next blog update is here for Halo Legacies! In this article we discuss how we settled on the ODST Engine, this projects origins in Halo CE, Enemy animation and features, and a look at the overhaul of the Prometheans! halo-legacies.blogspot.com/2026/09/whel...
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Hello everyone! It’s been just about 2 months since we finally revealed this project and reactivated our social media accounts. The feedb...
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it's 2 in the morning but I can't sleep after being sick all day, does anyone see the vision or am I chopped
oh yeah so someone that's stalked and harassed me for 10 years stole this handle after I said it lol. made two accounts, one seemingly taken down by bluesky since they shared my personal info and mocked me, making it obvious who they were by what they said. hope they get help.
does “zeemarz” for a username Suck or is it Good
Hi. Currently in the process of trying to recover from very intense depressive, paranoid, and suicidal spiraling episodes. May try posting about random things in an attempt to help myself out of this cycle and avoid discussing too many negative things in a public space.
either deleting my account or just logging out so i don’t keep making concerning posts. i don’t know if my meds are even working. i need know i can’t do this anymore and i’m struggling not to do anything stupid
regardless of whether or not I make it through this period of my life, I currently have no intentions of returning to projects I worked on due to personal reasons which make it difficult for me to feel comfortable anywhere. that being said, I wish everyone the best of luck
last day of a daily therapy program and learning the psych diagnosed me with bpd without even telling me is crazy
does “zeemarz” for a username Suck or is it Good
thinking about rebranding altogether because beethovenus sucks and has a lot of baggage. kind of want to go by zee as an online handle. can’t figure out the full username though. gender stuff included going by zoe but i’m not really feeling that anymore.
second sanctuary doesn’t look different from first sanctuary just because susie made it, it looks different since it was made from the memory of the first sanctuary. feel like this keeps getting misinterpreted. a dark world was created from the memory of a dark world, rather than the location itself
making progress in therapy but still having a lot of missteps, I'm sorry for all of the concerning posts still. bad cycle I keep trying to break. I don't want to just go ahead and outright delete anything and pretend like it didn't happen. just don't want to keep feeling this way anymore