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i can also genuinely not take injustice to heart. when i see injustice it affects me physically. the amount of meltdowns ive head because of political debates or seeing injustice in my life is insane. scrollinf on socual media feels like im set on fire. theres nothinf i can do about injustice.

level 1 autism sucks because im able to mask well enough so no one notices my autism but im not able to regulate myself at all and unlearn all coping skills becahse im constantly masking and now i have to prove to everyone that i am autistic because im deep into burnout from masking my entire life

having autism can be so amazing (special interests make me feel alive and because my interest in it is so itnense i have an innate ability and talent in whay I pursue) but also the most debilitating curse ever (meltdowns and shutdowns, not feeling like a human being, everyone treating me like a dog)

your face is a result of your ancestry. the way your nose is shaped gives an entire history of how your ancestors lived, where they lives etc. we are all walkinf history books, created from generations of people who are their own history. humans are beautiful in that way.

Body Neutrality has saved me tbh, its just way less stressful to be Neutral abour myself. i dont have to be perfect. perfect is a concept that cant be created. the closer people strive to their definition of perfection the further they stray into uncanniness with filler and botox.