Dis 🏳️‍⚧️

@disislost.bsky.social

30+ I am trans, chronically ill (Myalgic Encephalomyelitis,) disabled and tired. AUDHD as well. I like anime, video games, plants, yoga, and anatomy. Polyamorous. Asexual. i dont talk much.

im really struggling. i dont know who to turn to. i dont have time or energy for therapy. i just feel trapped. i am trapped. mom has cancer. my grandpa is hospice but still ambulatory-he falls now almost every day. im just so sick of all this. and that makes me feel like a horrible person.

being in constant spoon deficit (see: Spoon Theory; physical and mental energy management) EVERY DAY without the opportunity to recharge makes me irritable. im sorry if ive ever snapped at you. or not talked to you. or missed something. or been too sad.