Gideon 🌙

@dllrge.bsky.social

He/They | 30 | ♒️ icon credit: @marbledweaver.bsky.social

even though this year has been very challenging, and full of many sorrows, i still have to acknowledge the efforts i've made for myself and the betterment of my life. i'm proud to still be here, i'm proud to still be trying to be better. i'll keep trying 🫡

finally finished reading bram stoker's dracula, and i really enjoyed it!!! except that on like the 2nd to last page one of my favorite protagonists DIED 😭 and not even to dracula, just to some chump with a knife!!!

it took me this long to realize that dracula and nos feratu are the same story, just with changed names. i've been reading bram stoker's dracula for the first time, and the more i read, the more i thought "man, this is JUST like nos feratu!" yeah, no kidding 😭 what a groundbreaking observation...

i am predicting that this work week is going to be a real challenge on my patience and mental fortitudes. HOWEVER! i have a whole week of vacation to look forward to after i survive this ordeal 😎

i wish dbd had a replay feature where you could go back and watch a match from other people's perspective, similar to overwatch. i got accused of being a "blatant hacker" by someone who failed to secure a single kill, and i'm just dying to know what he thinks he saw 🤔

just came home and some random doofus with a georgia license plate is parked in one of my designated parking spots despite there being TONS of open public use spaces right next to it. its not like a major inconvenience or anything but it still kind if pmo. get out of my territory!!!!! BARKBARKBARK

i want to spend some time outside for the sake of my mental health, but how can i do this when the weather is swinging wildly between "merciless wrath of the sun" and "torrential downpour that lasts the entire day" 😭 ah....i miss autumn 🍂

the last few days have been great for me. i got to spend time with many family members who i don't see all that often, we went shopping and ate good food. so it's even more baffling that i spent all of today on the verge of tears and unmotivated to do anything but the bare minimum 😞

i have GOT to stop reading the comment sections on youtube shorts, especially ones pertaining to that obsession movie. every time i think i've seen the stupidest motherfucker alive, someone new shows up to take their rightful place as king of dumbfuck bastard mountain 🤦‍♂️

i have made leaps and bounds in overcoming my arachnophobia......but i still can't face those giant skulltulas in twilight princess 😭 they can keep that piece of heart, i'm not going in there......