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alien thang
@doxboxrox.bsky.social
dox or alien. 22. they/it. Vtuber account -> @alien-shmalien.bsky.social Tumblr -> alien-shmalien (most active) i like 007n7 a normal amount
wanders incovered in blood. i remember this website exists i promise.
howdy. art is back on the menu. dm me with your requests. i also have discord, but you Need to talk with me first before i give you my discord. feel free to reach out with questions
she always thought shame could get me to "work harder" and would get mad when it just made me shut down. like yeah girl calling me Gross and Fat and Ugly at 13 isnt gonna make me hit the gym 10 fold its gonna make me sit in my room and fear going outside and meeting people. dipshit.
sometimes my stepmother gets brought back to my forebrain and i sit there and go "was she justified in cutting me off like she did?". and then i remember when i was like 11, autistic and just getting used to my father remarrying to a woman i didnt know she called me "manipulative" for crying
there's a special evil that comes with trying to talk to people about characters you have a lot of complex thoughts on and it's very obvious the shit the other person thinks starts and ends with "I love them/I think they're hot/id fuck them". I DO TOO, BUT LETS LOOK DEEPER WHY DONT WE. PLEASE.
I can't put this on main or in my discord so I doubt anyone will see this but I can't work on my computer while my housemate is here and due to the ice storm no one is leaving the house 😭 I genuinely feel awful about going this long without anything but I'm trying as hard as I can
I fucking swear everything is out to ensure I don't ever god damn stream. either I feel ill in some form or way, something is going on irl keeping me from doing it, OR SOMETHING BREAKS ON MY FUCKING PC. "oh I'm feeling okay today let's stream-" WRONG, WINDOWS CORRUPTION ERROR
i hate when i start feeling like people dont care because i know its untrue but my brain is . evil.
"sorry your package isn't here yet, it got caught up in customs" and other things I got to hear at least 7 times this morning lmfao
idk if I'm feeling manic because I'm attempting to not think about what's going on but GRAAHH. AAHHH. EXPLODES. I LOVE CHARACTERS
IRON LUNG IN MY LOCAL THEATRE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I don't really know why I thought streaming would always go great for me. I'm so insanely socially awkward that I flounder basic small talk and I'm trying to do a very socially intense thing? idk. I can only hope my insane autism is endearing and not. boring.
m gonna start posting more art n stupid doodles n shit here i think. reminder that my main is @alien-shmalien.bsky.social. i also have a strawpage alienshmalien.straw.page and a tumblr alienshmalien.straw.page
loveshot and artful wip. idk how to explain this au in an understandable way lol
whats with roblox devs and seeming to fucking hate players/fans and working on their game
AO3 author curse but it's commissioned artist curse. shit keeps happening the second I take a commission so it takes far longer to do my work than it should