drex

@drex23.bsky.social

Elder Emo | Disabled Full-Time Streamer | Big Gamer

Money has been tight and I haven't gone to a single show this year, not even a local show and I need live music to live... Today I woke up to a friend having bought me and my wife VIP tickets to Silverstein and Story of the Year in November. That's gonna be so sick.

I've made the difficult but necessary decision to not stream marathon every fuckin day... I love the game so much but between the crashes and the uncertain future of the game, as a full-time streamer it doesn't make sense to focus on it. The good news is my backlog is massive and my body is ready.

Hey y'all I hardly ever ask for any help but I'm having a rough month which has taken me away from streaming. Everything I make on twitch and patreon pays for my health insurance, doctor's visits and medications. Couple of options in the comments below if you have a few bucks to help out 👇

Yeah I think I'm done streaming marathon for a bit, not because I'm not enjoying the game or anything but because I can't take my PC crashing 3x a stream.

Hello, I return from the void temporarily... I think when I return to streaming next week I want to try something new and tackle some FPS games campaigns that I either played strictly for multiplayer or never played before. If you have any suggestions for games you'd like to see drop 'em here.

I'm gonna be stepping away from social media and my regularly scheduled twitch streams for a little over a week, I'll be back on Monday July 20th with a return to more casual playthrough focus on my channel. I've been in a bad place since I missed partner by 1 day... It kind of crushed me.

Yeah I am just kind of miserable in my existence right now, the few things that bring me joy are heavily outweighed by the feeling of failure and lack of purpose in life... I need a change but I am not sure what can change that will fix me at this point.

Thinking about how my poor mental health lead to ruining several friendships over the past year is not good for my mental health... but here we are.

I can't watch the footage of the people on the top of the empire state building without having the worst wave of anxiety every come over me, holy shit.

I had a pretty bad day and then had a great evening with my wife... but then after she went to bed, depression decided it was time to visit again... so I just sat here and played Marathon all night, in the dark, by myself. I'm gonna be real sad when this game implodes.

Shout-out to the mods of the world series of poker YouTube channel for smiting the shit bags immediately who are bothered by a trans woman at the final table of the ladies championship. A rare W in this day and age on the internet.

Maybe this is a hot take, maybe not... You aren't building a PC as capable from a gaming perspective as the steambox for a similar price right now. I've passed up opportunities to build PCs for people lately (and the income that would come with that) and just told them to buy a prebuilt.