Dr Paul Lee

@drpaullee.bsky.social

Dilletante wannabe. Doctorate in physics. Currently involved in ghost research, the Titanic and a myriad of other interests like tinkering with computers. My website is http://www.paullee.com Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/drpaullee

Yes, I'm still here. My wife died a month ago and it has got only a little bit easier. Her funeral is in 6 days time. I hit rock bottom a fortnight ago. The wonderful staff at the nearby charity shop have given me a few weeks worth of food. Sadly I've learned who my real friends are.

I saw Carly's body at the funeral home yesterday. They had done a good job. And I think I managed to offend three or four people yesterday including some in laws and my best friend.

This is from my other account. It explains what has been going on. You'll have to open each conversation due to Blueskys poor threading. I'm borderline s**cidal and I really do not see a future.

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I got back home a few hours ago. The doctors think my chest pains were due to (understandable) anxiety rather than a heart attack. We had a long chat and they recommended contacting mental health services. I'm reluctant. I've tried them before and they weren't of much use tbh.

I won't be posting for the rest of the day, sorry. I have some friends over to tidy the house after my wife's death and they are so concerned about my health that they are taking me to hospital.

I was planning to go to the BFI in London this Thursday to find that elusive BBC ghost tape but I have had to defer it by at least few weeks because of bereavement. Rest assured I will go at some point, hopefully with more luck than before. #spookysunday

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