Eillahsmiles🦌

@eillahsmiles.bsky.social

31|She/They|Ace Mother to 15 chickens, 2 dogs, and 1 cat Self diagnosed artist and autistic Amateur art/game streamer and fursuiter Furry, feral, ponies, Pokémon Currently once again in a One Piece phase AI "art" WILL be blocked!

My emotions are all over the place and I am once again sick and scared of being alone! Highly considering getting on a dating app for the 1st time in like 7 years, being upfront and laying all my cards on the table. About my physical appearance, being ace and autistic, and being kinda weird.

They tell me that my body is a temple, that I should treat it with respect. Do we not adorn our temples? Decorate our churches with stained glass and statues, our cathedrals with paintings and tapestries? At least the temple that is my body is not filled with hatred.

We were taught history. They shoved lessons down our throats, year after year. Stories of people who stood up for what's right, fought for what they believed in, did their best to save the innocent. And yet. They're surprised when we do the same.

Me: What am I gonna call these things in my story?? Me: *thinks about Watership Down, Wolves of the Beyond, and Guardians of Ga'hoole* Me: *remembers that I'm allowed to just make words up* Mmyessss, excellent.

Every night on my breaks at work, I fear someone is going to ask me what I'm reading on my phone. Because like, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EXPLAIN that I'm reading fanfiction about Sanji from One Piece cooking for and talking about food with Gordon Ramsey??

I like to think that our generation has our own patron saints these days. May I offer: Laika: Patron Saint of Travels, more specifically of One Way Trips. Sabertooth Cub: Patron Saint of Those Who Died Too Young

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