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@eldera.bsky.social

weirdie but friendly. 🔞 be adult to follow please. digital artist. deep into GO🤡 30+yo.

I haven't posted in a while & honestly I'm still not sure if I should? How can I express the state when I love our fd with all my heart & will never leave GO, but I'm terribly tired of socials? besides the heartbroke the final caused (I can ignore it, but I don't want to see doppelgangers & all) >>

I’m not part of the script department or by any means someone who decides or knows for sure - but - as someone who was a lifelong fan even before I worked on it, I believe that they love each other beyond any cosmic rules set by a single entity. To me, they will always persist beyond everything.

Guys may i ask you a question and i mean it fully serious, no sark, no bad intentions. Why denial IS a problem? I saw ppl formulate it like, now it's canon and we can do nothing so we just need come to terms with it one day. So... What for? >>

Another sad thought. I'm so annoyed to see how Crowley's acts of services bringed down to the lack of will and Aziraphale's damsel in distress roleplay to manipulation. They are so much better then that...

#go3spoilers I came up with the other fix-it idea (i know i didn't post previous one yet but i'm in progress) So during lost time in s2 final 15 (remember the clock?) Az gave a secret signal to Crowley they invented after Armagedoff and C stopped the time and they had a proper conversation about >>

"Why give me Crowley? Why make me whole and then take it away?" said the same fake angel who abandoned him himself for heaven being completely sane and not under threat of death? Days go by and it's still sick... #go3spoilers Metatron replaced Az with an evil twin, tell ya

Haha, that's aged like milk. I'll never be an optimist about any piece of media once again. But that's okay, bc I'll never love another show nearly that desperately. Sorry for all the whining. I'm spiraling alone with my last brain cell while drawing fixit now I'll be okay. #go3spoilers ?

eldera✨comms open@eldera.bsky.social · 4mo ago

I wanna hug all anxious co-fandom pals who can't just believe in happily ever after 4our celestial couple, though we've been told a million times they'll have it I just thought how many times in life we've been lied/given false hope that it's become so difficult, that we look for a catch everywhere

#go3spoilers I figured out the main thing that bothering me with hooman au we got. C&A fell for each other's beautiful personalities shown by certain deeds. Hooman guys had no single "you what?" moment at all. It's just two handsome faces. Even if swallow all this soulmate stuff i can't take it

#go3spoilers Hopes weren't met. If you don't wanna cry, don't read, but I need to get this out of my system. As they showed us after "rebels finally fell" C still there, messy but angelic. Az left him with a thing all fought for. How so C become a demon then? May it be... by choise? >>

#go3spoilers Today I stopped crying (hopefully) and am ready to talk about the details. Don't get me wrong i'm not going shit on stuff just bc i'm hurt, besides there were some bits i loved. Nevertheless the list of issues with the final is longer than Crowley's scroll at Uz. >>

#go3spoilers I need to say bc i saw so many "different exactlies" around how i saw the final and why i can't accept it. I saw Crowley, the one who is optimistic, the one who tells those story about the bird and the mountain, deep in depression since s2. He with all his famous imagination >>

Lol probably this avatar i changed after s2 stays here for ever? Not "still horny" rn though🤡 #go3spoilers But i'll recover. I survived such doomed finals way too many times, this one just hit the worst☠️ They are so special, so dear to me, nobody could erase them from my heart. >>