Emi The Wolf
@emithewolf.bsky.social
She/Her 🏳️⚧️ trans rights!!!, 1997, UK, ΘΔ/therian (wolf!), DID/plural, unfortunately UK-based -_- Fuck AI, capitalism!! 18+!!! Minors Do Not Interact (DNI) (block on sight)
I... Wow. This sums up SO MUCH of what's been wrong with me the last few years. I'm currently getting a BPD/EUPD diagnosis but this one video has me feeling so seen in a way that I haven't felt before. It gives me a lot of perspective on how and WHY I've acted the way I have. youtu.be/6TS4d-zqRFA
Dr. K Explains: Borderline Personality Disorder
YouTube video by HealthyGamerGG
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Over the past six months or so, I have lost my mind and heart to Vintage Story and the horses are really far from the main reason for it but they *are* what inspired me to pick the game up for review purposes. And then somehow, 300h of playtime.
The Mane Quest 🐴🎮 Horses in Video Games 🎮🐴@themanequest.com · 2d ago⛏️🐴NEW ARTICLE 🐴⛏️ Not Quite A Review: I need to talk about Vintage Story www.themanequest.com/blog/2026/8/...
This hit home and has made me think about how I've seen & reacted to a lot of things over the last few years. Suffice to say, change is needed. www.reddit.com/r/BPD/commen...
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Tasty. Reminds me of happy times. Reminds me of someone.
I failed to appreciate so much of what she did for me, sacrificed for me. I wish I could tell her I'm sorry I didn't notice, didn't appreciate, all she did for me. Her efforts shouldn't have gone unseen and unappreciated
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Our landmark scheme for underrepresented or emerging creatives to share their perspective and get journalism and strategic communication skills sessions. This week, from queer and trans Italian screenwriter, Mycah.
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I'm learning that my anxiety is a lot more sneaky & subtle than I thought it was; pervasive yet hard to notice. I think that the anxiety has definitely contributed to my episodes, or at the least put me in a place mentally where I'm more prone to episodes. Gonna work to get a handle on it.
Needed a break from social media. On some new meds, early days yet but I'm feeling calmer generally, less prone to anger. Had two CMHT appointments, one more in a few weeks. Most likely diagnosis is EUPD / BPD. Then referrals for therapy.
Thinking about the person I hurt and the (sys) kids. How are they all coping? Are they ok? What long-lasting harm did I do to them? How much trauma have I inflicted on them all? I'm thinking of them all every day, and hoping they're managing. I want nothing but to put right the harms I did.
well that's rockstar, uber and nvidia on the fuck no list source www.bbc.com/news/technol...
Lapsus$: GTA 6 hacker handed indefinite hospital order
Judge says hacker remains a high risk through his skills and motivation to carry out cyber-crime.
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Frances Foster Jerkin@vitalxs.bsky.social · last mo.
I feel worse for what I did to those I love than anything about myself. I hate on myself because I feel sorry for the harm I've done. I'd give anything, my life, my transition, anything, to make it right for those I've harmed.
I just want to go home... Make things right, heal, be better...
Bridget Phillipson keeps telling us the FWS judgment brought "clarity", while the EHRC guidance has left many people more confused than ever. So we have sent her a pair of reading glasses. We are sure some more assistance is needed, if anyone would also like to send her some glasses.
Elizabeth Taylor@elizabethtaylor47.bsky.social · last mo.Kim Leadbeater: What's your response to those who want to reject EHRC code Minister: I do understand concerns shared by many. Draft code can't cover every scenario but helps duty bearers understand the law. Ppl may hold 'different views on recent clarification on the law' but guidance is needed
No more calling it "friendslop". They're co-op/multiplayer games. Friendslop is a terribly degrading term used by miserable, friendless basement dwellers who have ever only played FPS while yelling slurs at some kid. Especially sad when the games are fun, engaging, and done with true care.
Big boat (not) stuck! Went for walkies and took some pics, got a nice one (imo) of a passenger ship sailing up the river
Well, that's that. I have no blood family anymore. I'm done putting up with their bullshit, done putting up with "is your hrt making you like this" crap. I'm having a hard enough time with mental health as it is and I don't need thinly-veiled transphobia on top of it.
Once again, my family are trying to blame my mental health issues on my HRT, ugh...
Called CMHT and begged, told them how I'm scared that I can't keep myself safe & alive for another 1.5 months. They managed to get me in for Monday!! Finally, maybe I'll understand what's so wrong with me that I hurt myself and others. Maybe I'll finally be able to get better.
Emi The Wolf@emithewolf.bsky.social · 2mo agoGoing to come off the venlafaxine and see how I go. Especially as CMHT want me to wait another month and a half for an assessment... My hunch is these aren't the right meds for me. The GP never warned me this could happen. Maybe none of the last horrid year would have happened if I wasn't on them
I did something fucked. I hurt the person I love, the person who's shown me the most kindness and compassion of anyone. What I did was wrong, messed up. I'll never stop being sorry for what I did, and I'll do whatever it takes to make it up to them.
The animated adaptation of ‘Warrior Cats’ has officially entered production. Emmy-winning writer A.C. Bradley (What If…?, Ms. Marvel) will serve as showrunner, while Pixar veteran Rodrigo Blaas (Star Wars: Visions) is attached as director. Premiering in 2028.
