Last night it happened as I thought. Without energy completely spent I was able to create not just work but hit a flow state All I need is to feel love from him I became unstoppable for only a moment…

Im very happy! I want to make him very happy as well and then we can be very happy and i can hold him again! ❤️

I just needed a win. I just need you to show me… and you have… now let me show you, let me give you your gift. Project: Sample Platter Is a go.

For the first time i feel like im fighting with you

I made something beautiful, i made me now if only someone could love me right i could give all the beautiful things that made me to them... and they can give it right back... then... i could be happy.

Im always better for the other guy im with, caring, loving, thoughtful, kind, passionate, patient, sweet, bending over to make them smell always the bigger person... is it to much to ask for the same in return?... or did i just do to much thinking they would do the same

Im so amazing... bur why can't i find someone else like this?

I want to kill the part of me that someone to hold, to kill that part of me the feels so alone but its all i know... and to be with someone like me is all i wanted... all my life... Im all the thing i would want in a boyfriend and more so all the other times i was taking less then what i wanted

im lonely and the pressure has been building up over all my life and i thought i could take it but i can and leaving does fix anything. Im always there for others but now? i need people to be here for me but i need more then what others can give and that in it's is the problem...

dose it even matter how good i do if no one is here? i feel so a lone and have been nearly all my life. The better i be come and the more skills i get the more i want from others is that so wrong to want to be loved in the way you love even if its a lot?

Maybe im just scared i might fall out of love with him... maybe i already am... Iam i really so much? I know he will tell me its my fault that he told me but i was sure i could wait... but im at my end and have been for a while.

I know some think it's hot/maybe harmless or that im doing to much but the game could have been of bipedal, right? RIGHT. And dont west my time with "but dragons dont really exist" or "it's just a game" or "this is how out other act about furries so you are no better" I dont care i know what it is

I know people don't like calling feral dragon porn feral porn but i do. And i will cut off anyone that plays that game, does art of that character, repost it (when i can tell it's clearly Feral Porn) like any other feral porn. Is it strict? no it's fucking simple DON'T DRAW/REPOST/LIKE FERAL PORN.

Simple Passion gives life to a project, I only want to do work on it when i have the passion. Grief Kills the project, i WILL not work on a project that only brings grief. Cut off the grief to keep the passion, on matter who or what that is, for your own good.

I'm all out of passion to give, and haven't gotten enough passion back from those i gave it to. But this is what I get for giving passion to those that could never equal mine.

I love doing art for free hehehehehhee Like yes take my gift, do you love it?! oh gosh hear then take MORE!!! …does this make me a slut I a way?….

I hate when passion is looked over and by other artist makes me even angrier. If nothing is going to be said, if hard work is overlooked without a word then that is no Phoria and I am one even if it's just me to myself. I WILL LOVE MY PASSION.

I studied my love and the love of others all my life to "fix" me to "find the one" but I don't I can "fix" me just give me a different problem. And to "find the one" seems more like a childish thing. Should just find the one that you can work with and this might work... I wont give up so easily...

I'm losing my ability to care about loving others. I believed that if i had someone to love me like I did for others it would lit the fire in me again so I can burn again but i fear I don't have much left to keep burning... what a curse to love so much you have no equal...

Im always drawing if not for this account then for another

it sounded better in my head. But then again i never should have said it.

Without me asking or even talking about it you ask to be apart of my world... and with that one simple question... all pass love combined doesn't come close to what we have. The start of the last act... begins now.

Shares are greatly appreciated 💖 #gamedev #indiedev

Art of my amazing boyfriend @den-lite.bsky.social he is so sexy >:///3

Eric Phoria, my sona is unleashed.

The day is soon to come where I take done all those small veil and link everything to me. But i know this wont be seen as anything spacial. My feeling for people overall is still not sure. I just feel like I don't care as I'm not cared for... I'll try a little longer.

Art Commission April 2026 is still ongoing.. I have 4 slots available.. If you're interested, please DM me or comment on this post and please provide some references upon your request.. Thank you!! 😊 #ArtCommission #Commission

AniLover16 (Comms OPEN - Slot 1/4)@anilover16.bsky.social · 6mo ago

Art Commission April 2026 is now officially OPEN!! I have 4 slots available.. If you're interested, please DM me or comment on this post and please provide some references upon your request.. Thank you!! 😊 #ArtCommission #Commission