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📝 beigybabylizzy || 🥐⚔️ / ❌️💧&❌️🕊/ alt: 💧🌧 || Minors DNI 🔞 || THAT one Arlefuri Omegaverse writer || Furinasexual 🏳️‍🌈 || Arlefuri "All Bark, No Bite" and "Money & Sate" in ao3 || pfp: @girlprincefuri.bsky.social || Ashtract <3

Navia: Will you still love me if I was a Hillichurl? Clorinde: What? Furina: I will kiss you even if you're hideous Arlecchino: I don't mind, Miss Navia Clo: Hey! That's my lover Fufu: To late~ Arle: People will take her away if you're slow to act N: Better act fast~

Furina: I succeeded Focalor: Arlecchino didn't move on from Clervie. How is that success? Fufu: Arle chose to survive. Didn't you say it before? Moving on is hard when you're in love Foca: You chose to push her to survive. What about you? Fufu: Surviving with the idea of you. #focafuri

Bina: Why not date your "high school sweetheart" AKA me? Arle: Still in love with my wife Bina: Use me Arle: Not going to work when I am still hurting. So I'll just focus on myself. You know, grow as a person & reflect. Stuff like that Bina: So moving on? Arle: No. Surviving #arlebina

Arle: How's life on your end? Bina: Can't handle LDR Arle: Ah. Sorry Bina: You know, talking with you again, brings back a lot of memories: like how you're crushing me before *laughs* How about we date each— Arle: No. Bina: Wooow. Fast answer. Ouch~ where did smitten Arle go?

Bina: So... still can't move on, huh? What are your plans? Arle: I'm trying to write again to pour out my thoughts and pain. Then meet new friends and try new hobbies Bina: And drown in work? Arle: *chuckles* Yeah that too Bina: Well, that good. It helps with the heartbreak

Columbina: It's been a years Arlecchino: Yeah Bina: How are you? Arle: Dealing with the loss. Bina: Oh. Still in love with Clervie? Arle: It's hard not to even in death Bina: Want to grab some coffee? You know.. catch up Arle: *smiles* Sure, why not? I do miss conversing

Arlecchino: It still hurts. So much Furina: Distract yourself. Be loud. Take risks. Do anything to keep your mind off her Arle: I see Clervie even in the simplest thing. I cannot even hate her to forget Fufu: It takes time Arle: Why not now? Fufu: That's not how love works #arlefuri

Arlecchino: I still miss my wife; I still love her. Being with other people doesn't make sense. I tried, but I couldn't Furina: It's hard when you love someone so much even if they no longer love you back Arle: What do you suggest I do then? Fufu: Survive. That's all we can do

Arlecchino: You still dream of her? Furina: Every night. Just like how you dream of Clerive Arle: I guess we're both crazy for loving ghosts. Fufu: Haha e're both haunted. Arle: You say you've moved on, I pretend that I can Fufu: I am... not moving on. I'm simply surviving

Arlecchino: I don't know which is worst: being stupid or being a hypocrite? Telling me to move on when you cannot do it yourself Furina: At least I am living my life unlike you who drowns in grief Arle: She's. My. WIFE. Clervie WAS my wife. Fufu: And I lost my soulmate—my SOUL

Arlecchino: How did you even handle the heartbreak? Furina: I drowned myself in work, meet new friends, drive around, be loud in social media about my fixations, and write. I write till my hands bleed just to release the pain Arle: It worked? Fufu: It helped lessen the pain

Arlecchino: You said you lost someone. How... did you get over it? Stop the pain? The love? Fufu: I didn't. The pain is still there, the love, the longing, it's still fresh even if it happened a long time ago. Arle: So you're a hypocrite Fufu: Yes. But you? You're stupid

Clervie: After what happened, you still love me Arlecchino: Always, Vie. Vie: Do you miss me? Arle: Every day. I want "us" from before, or even a new "us" as long as it's with you. Vie: Oh Arle. It's time to let me go *Arle wakes up crying* Arle: Stop this torment... please #arlevie

Focalor: You really showed yourself there Furina: Shut up Foca: You can't make me. You'll miss me Fufu: You're just a ghost from the past Foca: Correction, your imagination Fufu: Then disappear Foca: For that to work, you must stop loving me Fufu: Foca: Exactly. You can't #focafuri

Furina: You have to move on, Arlecchino Arle: Don't pretend YOU understand. You've NEVER lost someone & begged the stars & god to bring— Furina: I LOST SOMEONE!!! Arle: Fufu: I BEGGED her to stay! I screamed until my throat bled! So don't you dare tell me I DON'T understand!

Furina: Arle cried dreaming Clervie again Focalor: Even gods can't heal grief that deep Fufu: I tried to hold her, but she was still holding Clervie Foca: You envy a ghost? Fufu: I envy the love that never died Foca: I may be a pigment of your imagination, but I do love you #focafuri

Furina: Whether you hate God or whoever, whatever, it doesn't change the fact Clervie is gone Arle: Why her... why us? We were happy. We made it work Fufu: It's just.. what it is. People are lessons Arle: I didn't sign up for a heartbreaking education. I signed up as her wife! #arlevie

Furina: Moving on is easy Arlecchino: Stop Fufu: It's hard but time helps with the grief Arle: Stop it Fufu: Some people are unfortunately not for us. It's not meant to be. God didn't— Arle: TO HELL WITH YOUR GOD! I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE. I WANT MY WIFE—I WANT CLERVIE BACK! #arlevie

*Clervie's grave* Arlecchino: You're cruel—leaving me like that. How you waited for me by the door and the next day... you're gone without a warning Furina: Blaming your late lover? Arle: No! Just— Fufu: So any idea how to deal with a broken heart? Arle: Do you? Fufu: No.

ive been writing since yesterday and ive been crying at the same time. i really hate it that i write like im running out of time and pouring my emotions through writing whenver i am sad or broken i want to write when im happy. not like this cuz i always cry

Columbina: Are you still thinking about Clervie? Arle: Of course Bina: She's dead. It's time to m— Arle: Moving on is hard when you're in love with someone, Bina. Accepting is easy to say & do, but you can never live with it Bina: Because of your heart? Arle: She is my heart #arlevie