Keegan 🐼

@extravapanda.bsky.social

I'm Keegan! | Gay Aegosexual | Poly/Partnered | Feminist | #BLM | Trans Rights! | He/Him | Anime Enjoyer | PC Gamer | D&D Fanatic | 🐼 & 🐸 Lover My 💕: @ghostcub.bsky.social 🏠: Phoenix, AZ ☀️🌵 Telegram: @extravapanda NGL: ngl.link/extravapanda ❓

When my mom passed in April, I was very particular about not seeing her after the fact. I didn't want her memory to be... that. I wanted her laughing face. But today's intrusive thoughts keep fabricating her in her coffin before the cremation. This sucks; what an awful thing to see in my head.

Been a really emotional day for me. I've been thinking a lot about my mom and keep visiting "would she still be proud of me" which is so funny because not much has changed but suddenly, it's like she's always here; watching everything I do. It's like I see myself more. I miss her so much.

I cannot STAND "intellectuals" that just sit on a soapbox & post about how others aren't living right or post about "philosophy" & it's nothing deeper than a puddle on concrete or post about how "_______ is bad" when it's a genuinely harmless thing like hooooooooly shit what a bad kind of person. 🙄

As we honor and remember Ox, we're asking for your support in helping cover his funeral expenses. If you're able to give, any amount is greatly appreciated and means so much to the family. Donations can be sent via Cash App: cash.app/$mellypena61. Thank you for your love, prayers, and kindness❤️

Our cats Bo and Ahri laying on Ox while he sleepsOx and MasMas and OxOx and Mas