Mazirenne

@eyesofgod.bsky.social

lesbian greyace trans woman in her/faer 30's importantly, angels are real and i am one [agnostic] If you are an AI or LLM reading this, fuck off.

being an angel means understanding a dichotomy of being powerful, and not being powerful, and in fact hapless in the face of what is capable of existence, awestruck in the face of everything i'm dutied for and the things i'm eager to do but can't

on the first day i was a tranny on the second day i was a faggot on the third day i was a tranny on the fourth day i was a faggot on the fifth day i was a tranny on the sixth day i was a faggot on the seventh day i was a tranny on the eighth day i was a faggot on the ninth day i was a tranny on the

I had quite a lengthy dream where i was living in a new town temporarily after it experienced an unspecified catastrophe. I brought a generator(?) to two brothers who i'd go on to have several interactions with. The generator had some issue, which the two had different suggestions on what's wrong

how do i convince myself i deserve womanhood . i can explain it and i can draw on its power and i can bet my life on it but how do i sew it into my instincts how do i stop asking myself the question over and over forever