@fagguette.bsky.social

7 months of trying to meet gays in portland. to hang out. to make friends with benefits or without. make community and relationships. endless text ls to people. dms to people. trying so hard to make plans. 7 months. what is so wrong with me that i can’t even meet anyone in this fucking city 🫠

took the day off because i can can someone in portland please pleeeease just gimme like one ounce of attention ☝️🙂‍↕️

PORTLAND BABESSSS are any of yall looking to move next month or even in september?? ive found a new apartment, 2 bed 2 bath, top floor in SW, year round heated rooftop pool… anyoneeeee interested in becoming gay bestie roomieszzz??? hit me up plzzzz!!!

it’s my birthday and all i wanted was to be able to kiss someone or suck someone’s dick for once in my god damn life 🫠😔 i hate being alive

birthday weekend starts now…? birthday is on monday, can i see your dongs plz i really would like to make out with someone… anyone… plz… let me touch one peen for the first time in like 4 years for my birthday… plzzzz if you’re in portland… hi! lmaoooo god 🎂🫠🪦

idk yall. idk if it’s me. or if it’s portland. or a combination. i just can’t seem to find and meet people, even as friends. it’s becoming embarrassing at this point to feel this crazy, surrounded in a city by hot f@ggots who will never see me as being on their level 🫠

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awww mannnnn none of the hot gym daddies or hot gym gays wanted to cruise me in the showers at the Pearl LA Fitness 😪😪😪 the hot hairless twunks got all the attention 🥀🪦

nothing says depression quite like going to the gym and not realizing they close at 8pm…. and taking ONE WHOLE HOUR to do 3.5 of your 6 exercises in your routine that typically takes you 55 minutes. lmao wowwwww really fucking losing it yall

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i am trying so fucking hard to keep going. i’m really trying. i’m telling myself im giving myself a fair shot and putting myself out there on these fuck ass apps, but i’m still just met with silence 98% of the time. i just don’t know what i need to change about myself to just experience being gay.