I love providing for the people I love. I love when I give someone money and they look at me like I just saved their life so they spend more time with me and idealize me as a result. I have a personality disorder.
When people are mean to me I just start overcompensating in my head about how i'm more attractive than them, make more money, have more discipline. Shitty part is I'm aware this is loser behaviour. Cope and seethe, idiot.
Having NPD be like I am going to wear your skin as a suit and it looks better on me NGL
ANGEL@femgoro.bsky.social · 6d agoHaving NPD be like I am better than all of you at being significantly worse (and hiding it)
all these people from the underground idol scene keep dming me!!! maybe i should write "no fuckboys" in my bio
Losing a lot of weight (unintentionally) lately and I feel totally vindicated by the way it shows how i'm decaying on the inside & out
Having NPD be like I am better than all of you at being significantly worse (and hiding it)
I have a day and a half to do anything I want. I hate the weekend. I want nothing. I want to go back to work. I don't want to think anymore.
Working overtime to avoid having to be a person with thoughts and feelings 🔥☝️ I♡DISSOCIATION
Having DID is crazy cus I seriously have an account on every social media platform and none of me is the same on any of it
I'm sick and I have nobody to take care of me and that second thing is the worst part of it all
All I ever want to do is work to pass the time. My hobbies are going to work and looking cute when I get home. I'm wasting my pretty life away and idc anymore.
Having 200 dollars worth of clothes in the mail while being actively suicidal like aw man. Guess I gotta postpone it
I feel outcasted nomatter where I go I can't even fit into the communities I thought would make me feel more accepted. I don't know what to do anymore
