πŸ§‹ Soleil Fenley 🦊 VTC πŸ§‹

@fenley.co

Stinkiest Kitsune Crime Lord~ 🦊 πŸ˜‚ #Fanley | 🎨 #Fenart | πŸ”ž #Solewd πŸ”΄ twitch.tv/soleilfenley πŸ”— fenley.co πŸ“© soleilfenley@virtualtalentcooperative.com

It's currently 4am and my brain is doing the thing where it has no mouth & wants to scream, and the people I usually talk to are asleep... for some reason I've never been comfortable in my own mind. It flares up my comparison bias in times I feel proud of myself and my work... I, I hate it...

No short for today! Editors are a bit busy, and I only just woke up~! In the meantime, I am trying to work on some long forms for the coming month or months, so bear with me if streams are far and few during the subathon. I will be live tomorrow to record more Hardcore Minecraft attempts tho~!! 🀍

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I don't like how much I beat myself up about not streaming. Streaming is fun for me; it's my outlet. When I can't do it, it fucking hurts like hell. Fops tell me it's okay, that I don't have to worry. But I have nothing else in life, I feels like I'm wasting time.